Wednesday, May 26, 2004
-stretches-
had a very good sleep last night..guess i was probrably too tired le..yest was my first day on ground..pretty peaceful day..nothing much happened..hehe..guess i am blessed?..=P anyway supposedly meeting yan n jenn for supper but someone still suffering from the aftermath of his batam trip i guess...so cancelled loh..anyway hope his fairy cured him liao..so sweet...
today junhong weijie and paul leaving for cambodia le..gotta miss them..sa gang will haf 3 less ppl ard for the next 3 weeks le..hope they haf fun..n be great minesweepers..hee..
tomolo results coming out le..seem like everybody pretty anxious and nervous..CEPT FOR ME...dunno why leh..i juz dun feel much..juz exams results..maybe the anxiety will kick in tomolo...anyway hope i dun "ta bao" can liao..
later dunno do wat..another boring day i guess..maybe i shd get back to my bed..later tonight on night shift..urgh..gotta miss my CL final...=(
but nvm tomolo can play badminton..hohoho..
-i miss her but will she miss me-
logged ; 10:21 AM
Monday, May 24, 2004
wOO hOo...slacking now at home..today got an unexpected off day..reported in the morning for my NPC duty..then the officer told me tomolo den i start my NPC duty..today give me off..so after getting my locker..i am off to home loh...juz 1 hr of work..so shiok..haha
back at home..nothing to do...so bored..everyone busy wif their own stuff...yawn..maybe i shd go n nap..maybe i shd go clean my room...maybe i shd go do my concession pass..maybe maybe maybe...=P
Recently realised that sometimes even if u put in alot of effort in a relationship..it doesn;t mean success n blissfulness too...think we shd never be too emotionally attached..u may treat someone as ur buddy, ur closest fren..but then u may never get the reciprocation from the person..end up oso hurting urself or wasting ur time n effort..so wat for right? sometime we can treat a person as a "Bao"..but he may treat u as a "cao"...so i concluded..is impt not to be too emotionally involved in any kind of r/s..u nv noe when u will feel hurt by the person u tot is ur best fren or lover or family..
logged ; 1:56 PM
Saturday, May 22, 2004
hmm...change the outlook of my blog..haha..was too bored...so decided to try and error..but then..look a bit girly hor?..lOl...still trying to figure out how to go about doing the blogskin features.....=P
logged ; 10:42 PM
Thursday, May 20, 2004
another boring day in the office..hmm...helped out a bit in the in-service...actually din do much..juz show prescence only..then slept again during lunchtime...played connect-4 wif the frens again..haha..keep losing to kenny...i muz beat him one day..anyway afternoon was betta..did some admin...but then i cannot take such life anymore..a bit too nuah liao..if like tt i betta go back Ops and worked till dead..at least got some action..but then Ah Pwo (my current supervisor) said i will be out to NPC on Monday..hope he meant it loh..if not i wanna cry liao loh...urgh
yan told me st john island v nice...maybe one day we go there n laze la..instead of sentosa n ubin...maybe we can visit all the islands on Spore sea during this holz..haha...=P anyway he told me he may wanna work at there in future..hmm..guess we thinking of wat we gonna do after graduation le ah...my fren once asked me haf i tot of wat i gonna do after U..i told him i dunno..coz let's face it..engin is nv my forte..i dunno whether i can make it as an engineer anot..worried i cmi out there loh..see how loh..now hope my results can bring me to EEE..if not i sure die...see how lah..told jenn that night..i thinking of signing on with Police after U..i alwiz been interested in criminal investigations..but then signing on will tough..coz i am FAT!!!...and also..the olitics in the force..i may be not involved in my interested field in the end too..so donno leh..but think carefully...my dream job will still be something to do with sports....in particular soccer...but i noe i cannot make it as a player..tot of going into the backroom or management field..more into coaching or sports development..but i lack the credentials leh..tot of going for the FAS coaching courses..but need $$..n i broke now..haiz..maybe when i got the money loh...hmm..dunno where i will end up be in 4 yrs time..maybe i cannot even survive Uni...
tomolo is friday wor...another week flew past le..din really do much this holz..din c many of frens too...due to my NS...cannot go out wif them too..kinda sian..hope i can meet most of them too..tomolo Ong got bdae chalet...dunno i can make it anot..
anyway guys...for the chalet hor..i am thinking of buying some food n cooking some as well...u guys any suggestion for the food?
logged ; 10:53 PM
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
I HAD NOW PROUDLY GRADUATED FROM NTUC MS ACCESS COURSE!!! haha..after 2 days of lessons..i was even given a cert today!! for my hours of surfing net and playing Yahoo games..lOlz....k lah..overall the course was good..in a way now i can do some basic database work..=) at least got learnt something..
after the course..met ang, weng, ivy, flo and my sis ting to watch TROY...pretty nice show..the scenes r all provided a majestic feeling..but then the show like left me disturbed..the killings and fightings like a bit senseless and worthless...issit worth it to sacrifie ur life juz to haf glory and honour? dunno lehz..like u kill my cousin i kill u, u kill my bro i kill u...a bit like no brain like that leh..den like wat Achilles' mama say...wat kind of life u will choose...dead n be remembered or live in peace but forgetten...i tink i will choose the latter..dun gif a hoot bout whether ppl rem me in future le..as long i spent my life with my loved ones and they rem me in their hearts..that's enuff...ha..maybe i not made for big things...=P..then show oso proved one thing - over belief and reliance on religion will only lead to downfall...with all due respect..i always believe religion shall alwiz remain as wat it meant to be..a faith and not a way of living...if u tink u can be invincible or great juz coz there r gods protecting u ...then u r doomed...how many times we see wars n fights broke out coz of religious issues..a bit dumb i feel loh...act religion can make u survive loh..dunno la..juz feel like tt..
anyway we celebrated weng bdae today!!!! sorta wanna gif him a surprise..dunno succeed anot..haha..anyway yan n jenn n sam came down too...cept for one SPOILER..ahaha..ok la..he working..bo bian hor?..haha...anyway had fun chatting and celebrating..hope weng like his prezzie..=P
hmmm..today something unhappy happened too..to my dear fren...anyway hope tiz song will be of some help...
约你你说不来 来了你又不high 大家开开心心出来玩 你只埋头吃饭
如果你的孤单 只是你的习惯 一直把你自己锁起来 实在太不应该
心情好 心情坏 怎么开始 怎么办 你有的不爽 让我来分担
Everything will be alright. Tomorrow will be fine
太阳依然灿烂 Hey 地球继续转
Everything will be alright. Tomorrow will be fine
有我的陪伴 你再也不孤单
有我的陪伴 一起终结孤单
卫冕者接受挑战 难免也会失败 人生虽然像一场比赛 还是要保持乐观
请你把头抬起来 帮你把勇气加满
Tomolo definitely will be fine...
logged ; 12:28 AM
Monday, May 17, 2004
finally i din zo bo for my NS..haha..went for the NTUC MS Access course today..first time go for such courses..Chengsong also went for the course..but he was super duper late..more than 1/2 hr late for the class..lucky the instructor is a nice guy...v friendly..but then end up oso kena makan by us..haha..poor thing..our class oso got some aunties attending..power..40++ le still v enthu bout learning...peifu peifu...thou got an aunty a bit kaopeh in the class..keep toking on her HP..machiam some DA JIE DA..haha..but generally all of them r nice
the course was pretty good..at least now i not a MS Access moron..noe how to create database liao loh..=) tink ms access pretty useful..esp next time if go out n work..not bad..SPF pays me to upgrade myself..haha...=) at least betta than idling my time in the office..somemore tanjong pagar alot of eye candies wor..lOlz...
went to meet cindy after the course...long time no c that blur blur ger le..haha..supposed to watch van helsing..but then she sick..so we ate dinner n crapped only...sian..nvm..tomolo can watch TROY..hohoho..
on the way..bumped into my soccer team mate..heard tt we lost 8-0 yest..wow..kena thrashed by an indian team..jialat man..hope next week we can do betta...we got the quality to do well one...anyway yest css team won 4-2..pretty good match...actually i felt that alot of our guys have improved alot..juz need to b more confident and match alert..even yan who rarely play matches, is adapting v well...as for chilli...i still say..the door is open for u to be back..let stop this toopid game liao man...we nv meant to be serious bout it loh...
tomolo part 2 of the course..hope gotta be fun..lOlz..thou i felt is pretty simple..heheat least there i can surf net n play games..lOlz....tomolo gonna be fun rite guys? -winks-
logged ; 10:10 PM
Saturday, May 15, 2004
another boring saturday...basically did nothing today..morning went back to station and realised my supervisor gonna be out for the day..so again zo bo in the office..ate breakfast and then slept in the office while listening to mp3s till time to go home...my colleagues even more boliao..played connect 4 and tic tac toe..lOl..
supposed to go to a fren's housewarming today but din feel like gg in the end..dunno why this week super anti social..dun like to tok much..dun feel like gg out...maybe coz of my blocked nose..been bothering me for the entire week..super sian..n now got cough..darnz...hope tomolo i can play in tomolo match..feeling a bit breathless now..dunno can run anot..
looking forward to tomolo game...long time nv play with the css guys le...amazing man..we r actually into the 8th yr since the team was formed..n the team still going strong...anyway i really hope to recover for tomolo game..tink we may c some rare appearances by xingwei iswandy chengsong n even haojing..hope to c them all tomolo..and for chilli..i dunno wat to say la...is really sad if he still persist to his nobody-gif-a-hoot promise loh..if he tink it's worth giving up the team..i oso LL...
last night went to see QQ perform at the SAFRA..hmm not bad..first time c a fren performing at mu chuan..hehe..good job..tink u will keep on improving as time goes along..but hor SAFRA the ambience a bit not v good...tink the one at apollo centre and marina betta..n the drinks r v ex...haha...but nvm..support QQ ma rite?..=) din join the guys for ktv afterwards..no mood no money..anywya i cannot sing also..=P
logged ; 8:44 PM
Thursday, May 13, 2004
BEST FRIEND ?
another boring day in the office..basically zo bo whole day..do a bit of admin work only..den i slept ..lOlz..coz boss was out...so locked door n slept loh..haha...=P hope i get posted out soon la..this kind of life cannot make it man...
last night yan asked "WHO IS UR BEST FREN"...he told me it is a very difficult question to answer...at first i tot wat so difficult...den i tot again..hmm...wat is considered a BEST FRIEND? friend who u always hang out with? friend whom u always share ur joy n sorrow with? friend whom u can tok alot with? or fren whom u seldom meet but noe u care for each other n can rely on in times of need? actually each of us have our own definition of "best fren"...does it matter that do we noe who r our best fren? to me..i dun tink it matter..
to me..igualans r the closest frens i ever haf...can i say they r my best? i can say so...but seriously i dun tink it matters at all loh...i always the 8 of us r a bunch of v interesting friends...can we say we r v close? i duno...we dun share our probs, our most personal feelings with one and other...somehow everytime we got something personal..we will turn to others..but not any one of igualans..reason alwiz been is dunno how to say....but yet again..we alwiz been together for each other...deep inside..we noe bout each one of us..we noe bout our strengths, our weakness, our good and our bad..we seem to noe bout each other n yet in a way we dun...v interesting hor?
we may have disagreements with one and another but somehow we nv spell it out on the table..i dunno whether it is good or bad lah..but then throughout the years all of us have been so tolerant and understanding..n getting on so fine...which is so great and hard to do so...hope tiz can goes on for ever n ever..
watever the case...no matter wat is the nature of our r/s..we noe one thing...we can always reply on each other...9 yrs of friendship is not by any matter of fate or luck..it is through any little effort that we each made that we managed to sustain till now...ppl alwiz says Igualans r so special...that the big grp of us r also so close n together after so long..i agreed...u bunch of guys have been special...no matter how shitty i was, how many tantrums i thrown...u guys alwiz there....
sometimes i wonder...how come we r so closely attached yet not so close in terms of personal feelings...got times do wonder izzit good or bad...do we need to change...i actually realised...is such specialness that made igualans unique...so why shd change...of coz it will be great if we can be more open..but then..tt the way we live with for 9 yrs...n it is cool...=)
tink as time goes past now...most of us will soon be more n more busy with our own lives..we gonna see less n less of each other..but hopefully when i grow old le..i still can look forward to seeing u guys by my side every now n then....
so...i dun tink it matters that do i have a best fren anot..to igualans revolve ard my life...they r the best n cloest lot to me....n that wat matters...
logged ; 9:03 PM
Wednesday, May 12, 2004
Drained....
another long day..feeling pretty drained these days...thou i really din do alot lehz..juz felt v tired..no energy to do anything much...
as usual reported back to J today..din do much..juz slack ard n help out a bit..hopefully i can get posted out asap..really dun like zo boing ard..anyway going to a MS Access course next week..hope is good..at night..went for kopi cum pool session with SA gang..alot of ppl turned up tiz time..pretty good..cept for one pilot..fly us aeroplane again..still wanna us buy tshirt..lOlz..diaoz
tired le..wanna go sleep soon..tomolo is another long long day...
CSS Soccer guys - sunday match at NTU confirmed - 815am..
logged ; 1:02 AM
Tuesday, May 11, 2004
Back in the J Family
few days nv blog le..pretty tired over the weekend..keep playing soccer thruout te weekend..ended up body aching all over..no energy to blog..dunno wat's wrong my toopid tagboard..like a bit kuku now..hope the tagboard peepz get it solved asap man..
today report for my resumption of NS...great to be back in 'J'..feel so good to c some old good frens n faces...must say time realli flies..dun feel like tt i left the place for a year le..got a kinda nostalgic feeling when i go back today..thou alot of haf changed..looking forward to my coming 3 mths wif the J family..hope it will turn out fine...
my stead n his stead now havin honeymoon in genting..guess they muz be havin lots of fun..haha...
had a long day...spent 2 hrs plus revising with my student for her physic papers tomolo..hope she will do well..=P jia you wor ger..
need to sleep soon le..tomolo muz report at 9am..urgh..
logged ; 12:01 AM
Saturday, May 08, 2004
great to be able to sleep late late and relax on a Saturday..quite long nv laze ard like that liao...shiok man..body still aching from the past 2 days of ball games..yest was pretty pathetic..sentosa got cancelled..k..i the one who did the cancelling..so why shd i be sad ? haha..but tot can one big jink gang enjoy mah...nvm...then the 4 no lifers of igualans...me ang chilli n weng..went NUS to play bball...hoping got ppl to "qie"..who knows..reach there liao....only got ppl play soccer...NOBODY PLAYING BBALL...n there was only one court occupied loh..how suay we can get...wanna join the grp playing soccer...but they dowan..diaoz...probrably got scared..when they see our star player..who else...the guy wif mohawk....lucky later on got a group PRCs came n we play bball wif them..super shagged...
now my legs cannot make it liao..later still got soccer..hope i can still walk..haha...
logged ; 2:04 PM
Friday, May 07, 2004
HOLIDAYS, 你终于来了...
YEAH....finally the war with 8 crappy modules is over....dunno why this sem exams seem extremely long...but wateva..it is finally over.. a great load of burden got off my shoulders...phew...now i can finally relax n do wat i want...yeah man....
been looking forward to this holidays...with alot of anticipation..feel like alot of things gonna happen liddat..dunno y....maybe coz the coming euro 2004, my NS..and prob the break...hopefully my holidays gonna be good...
told chilli something today...for once he nv irritate me...n encourage me..haha..tt is a refreshing change...lOlz...thanx dude...i keep the Milan-Depo game in mind....argh i so tired...exams soccer kopi session n pool with e sajc gang...oh yah...saw xiaoqi tonight too...=) ....super super tired....tired to write liao..lOlz....
hope tomolo sentosa outing gonna be great..no rain please....juz wanna laze n relax...=)
I AM ALIVE!!! NO EXAMS CAN KILL ME...haha
logged ; 2:35 AM
Thursday, May 06, 2004
LAST PAPER LOH!!!!!!!!!!
exams....GET OUT OF MY SIGHT!~
logged ; 11:52 AM
Wednesday, May 05, 2004
RAINING DAY! HALLELUJAH....
wow..long time nv c such heavy rain le..damn..juz when i wanna go sch, then it started to pour..issit a sign asking me not to go sch study? haha!! i good at finding excuses for my laziness...
k la..last paper..muz endure...肥仔 要振做...MUZ DIE DIE FORCE MYSELF TO STUDY.....
K..shall brave the rain n go sch study...=) so committed..so proud of myself...
i wanna sleep....so cooling......
想你的夜
思念像海一般无限的蔓延 才发觉爱 不会走远
logged ; 12:00 PM
Tuesday, May 04, 2004
Just One Last Lap....
yeah....one more paper down today le..so happy....which mean there is one more paper to go!!!!! yohoo...n then i will be free from those books...=)
today paper was kinda crappy..hope wat i wrote are relevant..=P anyway is over le...time to think bout the next one - PHYSICS....sianz..alot of things to understand n remember..esp quantum physics..is lunatic topic loh..thou useful la.. but so complex...rem princess saying quatum physics is fun...err..-_-"...tink only she can find it fun..hehe... but then since is last paper..CHIONG ah!!!~ hahaha...
looking so much forward to this holidays - wanna do alot of things....wanna earn more money to clear off my debts of coz...wanna play football all day long..wanna learn something..( maybe guitar?) ...n oso finish up my NS....okie this sound idiotic..but i missed my NS days..maybe coz i in police ba...i miss those days in e force..thou sucky at times..i kinda enjoyed my times there...looking forward to go back to the force next week...juz hope they dun dump me at some asse dept...=P
holidays...embrace me!!!!
logged ; 11:57 PM
darnz..supposed to wake up at 7, but juz woke up at 9....these days always cannot wake up on time..argh..dunno..been sleeping v soundly, in fact way too soundly, been having alot of weird dreams...dunno how to describe, coz i cannot recall the details once i woke up, but then i felt v weird coz i noe the dream seemed like real liddat...muz be hu si luan xiang too much..hohoho...
woke up to a morning of rain..yohoo..i luv rain..cooling...feel like a great time to nuah ard, BUT ....
i got a freaking paper later...damnz...gotta do final rev le loh....bless me..
logged ; 9:46 AM
YAWN....SUPER DUPER TIRED LIAO....spent one whole day reading those ENS notes...leading me to an conclusion...WAT THE HELL WE STUDY ENGINEERING & SOCiETY FOR?????????
juz dun understand..i can spend the time on ENS..on my physics instead..but becoz of tiz toopid modules..i gotta noe all bout Spore' history, policies, challenges, and not to forget the history of ENgineering...so happy..now i noe James Watts improvised n invented the steam machine n how George Stephenson started the railway thing.. , i noe wat Spore 21 n Manpower 21 are all about, i now noe we engineers must be responsible to the society, and Spore economy is changing due to globalisation n security threats.. How British so toopid and wait for the Japanese to come by sea n caused 3 yr 8 mths of suffering for Spore...and lastly how we Sporeans must feel PASSIONATE towards our country and make it our home n a better place...CHEERS TO ENS module!!!~ act i will rem this months later..
argh i going crazy...darn G140...
3 MORE DAYS...ENDURE ENDURE....
little things din happened today..sian man..
logged ; 12:04 AM
Monday, May 03, 2004
CAMPIONE MILAN
YOHOOOOO....MILAN ARE THE SERIE A CHAMPIONS!!!~~~
well done rossoneri...think they had a wonderful season..losing only once...great to get the scudetto back!!!
great season for me...both arsenal n milan won their leagues...these two teams are incredible..so far both only have a combined of one loss in the leagues...WAT AN ACHIEVEMENT....if only both made to the CL final..that will complete a dream season for me..hehe..now hope italy can go on n win the euro 2004..woohoo..
leeds got relegated le..pretty sad hor..to see them go down..after all they r once a powerhouse...haizz...
had a slow day today...not v efficient...hmm..had a bit of indigestion now..darnz...shd not ate those cakes..lolz..sianz..tink i juz too much of a glutton..
NEED TO STUDY LOH...FINAL 2 PAPERS..CMON AH FAT...U NEED TO STUDY!!!!~...FOR YOUR OWN SAKE...yeah muz force myself to push for it le....study study study study study study...haha
没有你我睡不着 忘记你我做不到 爱你无可救药
没有你我睡不着 街上随便跑 想找到有你的街道
logged ; 12:42 AM
Sunday, May 02, 2004
time: 230am
mood: lonely sleepy and bored....
very boring may day...basically did nothing...laze ard with tt toopid nose dripping...tonight seem like everyone is away...all not online..kinda bored..feel like chatting with someone...looking at my ENS notes..see liao oso sian...dun understand why we haf to take such an useless module..act we become more aware of Spore after this module...totally no purpose..okie..tink i juz being an grumpy old man...
feeling really bored..dunno wat i can do...dunno who i can find to chat..haiz..sometimes if we can noe wat other people are thinking..wun it be good? no need to think n think....read QQ blog on the "nice guy finish last " phenomenon...hmm..pretty true isn't it? in this world it nv pay to be kind n nice..be it u r a guy or girl...end up u most prob will end up hurting urself... in this world....fairytales are juz a handful...there alwiz be more nightmares than dreams..am i being pessimisitic? i dun think so..i juz being realistic, stating a fact..juz that sometimes ppl dun want to believe..coz reality alwiz hurts..
very hot night...why there is no rain? hmmm...i wanna rain..the sound of it, the coolness it bring along...so tt i can feel cool n sleep....RAIN PLEASE.....
logged ; 2:14 AM
Saturday, May 01, 2004
FINAL LAP...
juz woke up..still feeling kinda tired..hai..still down with that stupid flu..been down wif flu for a week le..still haben recover..arghh..making me really tired...=(
yohoo..yest finished one more paper le..kinda toopid paper..tink can pass la..lOlz..2 more to go..yeah!!~ after paper..went to njc concert with princess...concert not bad...quite nice..esp some of the songs..
tired man..n sick....sian sian sian....but tink yest played enuff le...TIME FOR THE FINAL LAP...
oooo..going to rain again..shiok....
logged ; 10:06 AM
Wednesday, May 26, 2004
-stretches-
had a very good sleep last night..guess i was probrably too tired le..yest was my first day on ground..pretty peaceful day..nothing much happened..hehe..guess i am blessed?..=P anyway supposedly meeting yan n jenn for supper but someone still suffering from the aftermath of his batam trip i guess...so cancelled loh..anyway hope his fairy cured him liao..so sweet...
today junhong weijie and paul leaving for cambodia le..gotta miss them..sa gang will haf 3 less ppl ard for the next 3 weeks le..hope they haf fun..n be great minesweepers..hee..
tomolo results coming out le..seem like everybody pretty anxious and nervous..CEPT FOR ME...dunno why leh..i juz dun feel much..juz exams results..maybe the anxiety will kick in tomolo...anyway hope i dun "ta bao" can liao..
later dunno do wat..another boring day i guess..maybe i shd get back to my bed..later tonight on night shift..urgh..gotta miss my CL final...=(
but nvm tomolo can play badminton..hohoho..
-i miss her but will she miss me-
logged ; 10:21 AM
Monday, May 24, 2004
wOO hOo...slacking now at home..today got an unexpected off day..reported in the morning for my NPC duty..then the officer told me tomolo den i start my NPC duty..today give me off..so after getting my locker..i am off to home loh...juz 1 hr of work..so shiok..haha
back at home..nothing to do...so bored..everyone busy wif their own stuff...yawn..maybe i shd go n nap..maybe i shd go clean my room...maybe i shd go do my concession pass..maybe maybe maybe...=P
Recently realised that sometimes even if u put in alot of effort in a relationship..it doesn;t mean success n blissfulness too...think we shd never be too emotionally attached..u may treat someone as ur buddy, ur closest fren..but then u may never get the reciprocation from the person..end up oso hurting urself or wasting ur time n effort..so wat for right? sometime we can treat a person as a "Bao"..but he may treat u as a "cao"...so i concluded..is impt not to be too emotionally involved in any kind of r/s..u nv noe when u will feel hurt by the person u tot is ur best fren or lover or family..
logged ; 1:56 PM
Saturday, May 22, 2004
hmm...change the outlook of my blog..haha..was too bored...so decided to try and error..but then..look a bit girly hor?..lOl...still trying to figure out how to go about doing the blogskin features.....=P
logged ; 10:42 PM
Thursday, May 20, 2004
another boring day in the office..hmm...helped out a bit in the in-service...actually din do much..juz show prescence only..then slept again during lunchtime...played connect-4 wif the frens again..haha..keep losing to kenny...i muz beat him one day..anyway afternoon was betta..did some admin...but then i cannot take such life anymore..a bit too nuah liao..if like tt i betta go back Ops and worked till dead..at least got some action..but then Ah Pwo (my current supervisor) said i will be out to NPC on Monday..hope he meant it loh..if not i wanna cry liao loh...urgh
yan told me st john island v nice...maybe one day we go there n laze la..instead of sentosa n ubin...maybe we can visit all the islands on Spore sea during this holz..haha...=P anyway he told me he may wanna work at there in future..hmm..guess we thinking of wat we gonna do after graduation le ah...my fren once asked me haf i tot of wat i gonna do after U..i told him i dunno..coz let's face it..engin is nv my forte..i dunno whether i can make it as an engineer anot..worried i cmi out there loh..see how loh..now hope my results can bring me to EEE..if not i sure die...see how lah..told jenn that night..i thinking of signing on with Police after U..i alwiz been interested in criminal investigations..but then signing on will tough..coz i am FAT!!!...and also..the olitics in the force..i may be not involved in my interested field in the end too..so donno leh..but think carefully...my dream job will still be something to do with sports....in particular soccer...but i noe i cannot make it as a player..tot of going into the backroom or management field..more into coaching or sports development..but i lack the credentials leh..tot of going for the FAS coaching courses..but need $$..n i broke now..haiz..maybe when i got the money loh...hmm..dunno where i will end up be in 4 yrs time..maybe i cannot even survive Uni...
tomolo is friday wor...another week flew past le..din really do much this holz..din c many of frens too...due to my NS...cannot go out wif them too..kinda sian..hope i can meet most of them too..tomolo Ong got bdae chalet...dunno i can make it anot..
anyway guys...for the chalet hor..i am thinking of buying some food n cooking some as well...u guys any suggestion for the food?
logged ; 10:53 PM
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
I HAD NOW PROUDLY GRADUATED FROM NTUC MS ACCESS COURSE!!! haha..after 2 days of lessons..i was even given a cert today!! for my hours of surfing net and playing Yahoo games..lOlz....k lah..overall the course was good..in a way now i can do some basic database work..=) at least got learnt something..
after the course..met ang, weng, ivy, flo and my sis ting to watch TROY...pretty nice show..the scenes r all provided a majestic feeling..but then the show like left me disturbed..the killings and fightings like a bit senseless and worthless...issit worth it to sacrifie ur life juz to haf glory and honour? dunno lehz..like u kill my cousin i kill u, u kill my bro i kill u...a bit like no brain like that leh..den like wat Achilles' mama say...wat kind of life u will choose...dead n be remembered or live in peace but forgetten...i tink i will choose the latter..dun gif a hoot bout whether ppl rem me in future le..as long i spent my life with my loved ones and they rem me in their hearts..that's enuff...ha..maybe i not made for big things...=P..then show oso proved one thing - over belief and reliance on religion will only lead to downfall...with all due respect..i always believe religion shall alwiz remain as wat it meant to be..a faith and not a way of living...if u tink u can be invincible or great juz coz there r gods protecting u ...then u r doomed...how many times we see wars n fights broke out coz of religious issues..a bit dumb i feel loh...act religion can make u survive loh..dunno la..juz feel like tt..
anyway we celebrated weng bdae today!!!! sorta wanna gif him a surprise..dunno succeed anot..haha..anyway yan n jenn n sam came down too...cept for one SPOILER..ahaha..ok la..he working..bo bian hor?..haha...anyway had fun chatting and celebrating..hope weng like his prezzie..=P
hmmm..today something unhappy happened too..to my dear fren...anyway hope tiz song will be of some help...
约你你说不来 来了你又不high 大家开开心心出来玩 你只埋头吃饭
如果你的孤单 只是你的习惯 一直把你自己锁起来 实在太不应该
心情好 心情坏 怎么开始 怎么办 你有的不爽 让我来分担
Everything will be alright. Tomorrow will be fine
太阳依然灿烂 Hey 地球继续转
Everything will be alright. Tomorrow will be fine
有我的陪伴 你再也不孤单
有我的陪伴 一起终结孤单
卫冕者接受挑战 难免也会失败 人生虽然像一场比赛 还是要保持乐观
请你把头抬起来 帮你把勇气加满
Tomolo definitely will be fine...
logged ; 12:28 AM
Monday, May 17, 2004
finally i din zo bo for my NS..haha..went for the NTUC MS Access course today..first time go for such courses..Chengsong also went for the course..but he was super duper late..more than 1/2 hr late for the class..lucky the instructor is a nice guy...v friendly..but then end up oso kena makan by us..haha..poor thing..our class oso got some aunties attending..power..40++ le still v enthu bout learning...peifu peifu...thou got an aunty a bit kaopeh in the class..keep toking on her HP..machiam some DA JIE DA..haha..but generally all of them r nice
the course was pretty good..at least now i not a MS Access moron..noe how to create database liao loh..=) tink ms access pretty useful..esp next time if go out n work..not bad..SPF pays me to upgrade myself..haha...=) at least betta than idling my time in the office..somemore tanjong pagar alot of eye candies wor..lOlz...
went to meet cindy after the course...long time no c that blur blur ger le..haha..supposed to watch van helsing..but then she sick..so we ate dinner n crapped only...sian..nvm..tomolo can watch TROY..hohoho..
on the way..bumped into my soccer team mate..heard tt we lost 8-0 yest..wow..kena thrashed by an indian team..jialat man..hope next week we can do betta...we got the quality to do well one...anyway yest css team won 4-2..pretty good match...actually i felt that alot of our guys have improved alot..juz need to b more confident and match alert..even yan who rarely play matches, is adapting v well...as for chilli...i still say..the door is open for u to be back..let stop this toopid game liao man...we nv meant to be serious bout it loh...
tomolo part 2 of the course..hope gotta be fun..lOlz..thou i felt is pretty simple..heheat least there i can surf net n play games..lOlz....tomolo gonna be fun rite guys? -winks-
logged ; 10:10 PM
Saturday, May 15, 2004
another boring saturday...basically did nothing today..morning went back to station and realised my supervisor gonna be out for the day..so again zo bo in the office..ate breakfast and then slept in the office while listening to mp3s till time to go home...my colleagues even more boliao..played connect 4 and tic tac toe..lOl..
supposed to go to a fren's housewarming today but din feel like gg in the end..dunno why this week super anti social..dun like to tok much..dun feel like gg out...maybe coz of my blocked nose..been bothering me for the entire week..super sian..n now got cough..darnz...hope tomolo i can play in tomolo match..feeling a bit breathless now..dunno can run anot..
looking forward to tomolo game...long time nv play with the css guys le...amazing man..we r actually into the 8th yr since the team was formed..n the team still going strong...anyway i really hope to recover for tomolo game..tink we may c some rare appearances by xingwei iswandy chengsong n even haojing..hope to c them all tomolo..and for chilli..i dunno wat to say la...is really sad if he still persist to his nobody-gif-a-hoot promise loh..if he tink it's worth giving up the team..i oso LL...
last night went to see QQ perform at the SAFRA..hmm not bad..first time c a fren performing at mu chuan..hehe..good job..tink u will keep on improving as time goes along..but hor SAFRA the ambience a bit not v good...tink the one at apollo centre and marina betta..n the drinks r v ex...haha...but nvm..support QQ ma rite?..=) din join the guys for ktv afterwards..no mood no money..anywya i cannot sing also..=P
logged ; 8:44 PM
Thursday, May 13, 2004
BEST FRIEND ?
another boring day in the office..basically zo bo whole day..do a bit of admin work only..den i slept ..lOlz..coz boss was out...so locked door n slept loh..haha...=P hope i get posted out soon la..this kind of life cannot make it man...
last night yan asked "WHO IS UR BEST FREN"...he told me it is a very difficult question to answer...at first i tot wat so difficult...den i tot again..hmm...wat is considered a BEST FRIEND? friend who u always hang out with? friend whom u always share ur joy n sorrow with? friend whom u can tok alot with? or fren whom u seldom meet but noe u care for each other n can rely on in times of need? actually each of us have our own definition of "best fren"...does it matter that do we noe who r our best fren? to me..i dun tink it matter..
to me..igualans r the closest frens i ever haf...can i say they r my best? i can say so...but seriously i dun tink it matters at all loh...i always the 8 of us r a bunch of v interesting friends...can we say we r v close? i duno...we dun share our probs, our most personal feelings with one and other...somehow everytime we got something personal..we will turn to others..but not any one of igualans..reason alwiz been is dunno how to say....but yet again..we alwiz been together for each other...deep inside..we noe bout each one of us..we noe bout our strengths, our weakness, our good and our bad..we seem to noe bout each other n yet in a way we dun...v interesting hor?
we may have disagreements with one and another but somehow we nv spell it out on the table..i dunno whether it is good or bad lah..but then throughout the years all of us have been so tolerant and understanding..n getting on so fine...which is so great and hard to do so...hope tiz can goes on for ever n ever..
watever the case...no matter wat is the nature of our r/s..we noe one thing...we can always reply on each other...9 yrs of friendship is not by any matter of fate or luck..it is through any little effort that we each made that we managed to sustain till now...ppl alwiz says Igualans r so special...that the big grp of us r also so close n together after so long..i agreed...u bunch of guys have been special...no matter how shitty i was, how many tantrums i thrown...u guys alwiz there....
sometimes i wonder...how come we r so closely attached yet not so close in terms of personal feelings...got times do wonder izzit good or bad...do we need to change...i actually realised...is such specialness that made igualans unique...so why shd change...of coz it will be great if we can be more open..but then..tt the way we live with for 9 yrs...n it is cool...=)
tink as time goes past now...most of us will soon be more n more busy with our own lives..we gonna see less n less of each other..but hopefully when i grow old le..i still can look forward to seeing u guys by my side every now n then....
so...i dun tink it matters that do i have a best fren anot..to igualans revolve ard my life...they r the best n cloest lot to me....n that wat matters...
logged ; 9:03 PM
Wednesday, May 12, 2004
Drained....
another long day..feeling pretty drained these days...thou i really din do alot lehz..juz felt v tired..no energy to do anything much...
as usual reported back to J today..din do much..juz slack ard n help out a bit..hopefully i can get posted out asap..really dun like zo boing ard..anyway going to a MS Access course next week..hope is good..at night..went for kopi cum pool session with SA gang..alot of ppl turned up tiz time..pretty good..cept for one pilot..fly us aeroplane again..still wanna us buy tshirt..lOlz..diaoz
tired le..wanna go sleep soon..tomolo is another long long day...
CSS Soccer guys - sunday match at NTU confirmed - 815am..
logged ; 1:02 AM
Tuesday, May 11, 2004
Back in the J Family
few days nv blog le..pretty tired over the weekend..keep playing soccer thruout te weekend..ended up body aching all over..no energy to blog..dunno wat's wrong my toopid tagboard..like a bit kuku now..hope the tagboard peepz get it solved asap man..
today report for my resumption of NS...great to be back in 'J'..feel so good to c some old good frens n faces...must say time realli flies..dun feel like tt i left the place for a year le..got a kinda nostalgic feeling when i go back today..thou alot of haf changed..looking forward to my coming 3 mths wif the J family..hope it will turn out fine...
my stead n his stead now havin honeymoon in genting..guess they muz be havin lots of fun..haha...
had a long day...spent 2 hrs plus revising with my student for her physic papers tomolo..hope she will do well..=P jia you wor ger..
need to sleep soon le..tomolo muz report at 9am..urgh..
logged ; 12:01 AM
Saturday, May 08, 2004
great to be able to sleep late late and relax on a Saturday..quite long nv laze ard like that liao...shiok man..body still aching from the past 2 days of ball games..yest was pretty pathetic..sentosa got cancelled..k..i the one who did the cancelling..so why shd i be sad ? haha..but tot can one big jink gang enjoy mah...nvm...then the 4 no lifers of igualans...me ang chilli n weng..went NUS to play bball...hoping got ppl to "qie"..who knows..reach there liao....only got ppl play soccer...NOBODY PLAYING BBALL...n there was only one court occupied loh..how suay we can get...wanna join the grp playing soccer...but they dowan..diaoz...probrably got scared..when they see our star player..who else...the guy wif mohawk....lucky later on got a group PRCs came n we play bball wif them..super shagged...
now my legs cannot make it liao..later still got soccer..hope i can still walk..haha...
logged ; 2:04 PM
Friday, May 07, 2004
HOLIDAYS, 你终于来了...
YEAH....finally the war with 8 crappy modules is over....dunno why this sem exams seem extremely long...but wateva..it is finally over.. a great load of burden got off my shoulders...phew...now i can finally relax n do wat i want...yeah man....
been looking forward to this holidays...with alot of anticipation..feel like alot of things gonna happen liddat..dunno y....maybe coz the coming euro 2004, my NS..and prob the break...hopefully my holidays gonna be good...
told chilli something today...for once he nv irritate me...n encourage me..haha..tt is a refreshing change...lOlz...thanx dude...i keep the Milan-Depo game in mind....argh i so tired...exams soccer kopi session n pool with e sajc gang...oh yah...saw xiaoqi tonight too...=) ....super super tired....tired to write liao..lOlz....
hope tomolo sentosa outing gonna be great..no rain please....juz wanna laze n relax...=)
I AM ALIVE!!! NO EXAMS CAN KILL ME...haha
logged ; 2:35 AM
Thursday, May 06, 2004
LAST PAPER LOH!!!!!!!!!!
exams....GET OUT OF MY SIGHT!~
logged ; 11:52 AM
Wednesday, May 05, 2004
RAINING DAY! HALLELUJAH....
wow..long time nv c such heavy rain le..damn..juz when i wanna go sch, then it started to pour..issit a sign asking me not to go sch study? haha!! i good at finding excuses for my laziness...
k la..last paper..muz endure...肥仔 要振做...MUZ DIE DIE FORCE MYSELF TO STUDY.....
K..shall brave the rain n go sch study...=) so committed..so proud of myself...
i wanna sleep....so cooling......
想你的夜
思念像海一般无限的蔓延 才发觉爱 不会走远
logged ; 12:00 PM
Tuesday, May 04, 2004
Just One Last Lap....
yeah....one more paper down today le..so happy....which mean there is one more paper to go!!!!! yohoo...n then i will be free from those books...=)
today paper was kinda crappy..hope wat i wrote are relevant..=P anyway is over le...time to think bout the next one - PHYSICS....sianz..alot of things to understand n remember..esp quantum physics..is lunatic topic loh..thou useful la.. but so complex...rem princess saying quatum physics is fun...err..-_-"...tink only she can find it fun..hehe... but then since is last paper..CHIONG ah!!!~ hahaha...
looking so much forward to this holidays - wanna do alot of things....wanna earn more money to clear off my debts of coz...wanna play football all day long..wanna learn something..( maybe guitar?) ...n oso finish up my NS....okie this sound idiotic..but i missed my NS days..maybe coz i in police ba...i miss those days in e force..thou sucky at times..i kinda enjoyed my times there...looking forward to go back to the force next week...juz hope they dun dump me at some asse dept...=P
holidays...embrace me!!!!
logged ; 11:57 PM
darnz..supposed to wake up at 7, but juz woke up at 9....these days always cannot wake up on time..argh..dunno..been sleeping v soundly, in fact way too soundly, been having alot of weird dreams...dunno how to describe, coz i cannot recall the details once i woke up, but then i felt v weird coz i noe the dream seemed like real liddat...muz be hu si luan xiang too much..hohoho...
woke up to a morning of rain..yohoo..i luv rain..cooling...feel like a great time to nuah ard, BUT ....
i got a freaking paper later...damnz...gotta do final rev le loh....bless me..
logged ; 9:46 AM
YAWN....SUPER DUPER TIRED LIAO....spent one whole day reading those ENS notes...leading me to an conclusion...WAT THE HELL WE STUDY ENGINEERING & SOCiETY FOR?????????
juz dun understand..i can spend the time on ENS..on my physics instead..but becoz of tiz toopid modules..i gotta noe all bout Spore' history, policies, challenges, and not to forget the history of ENgineering...so happy..now i noe James Watts improvised n invented the steam machine n how George Stephenson started the railway thing.. , i noe wat Spore 21 n Manpower 21 are all about, i now noe we engineers must be responsible to the society, and Spore economy is changing due to globalisation n security threats.. How British so toopid and wait for the Japanese to come by sea n caused 3 yr 8 mths of suffering for Spore...and lastly how we Sporeans must feel PASSIONATE towards our country and make it our home n a better place...CHEERS TO ENS module!!!~ act i will rem this months later..
argh i going crazy...darn G140...
3 MORE DAYS...ENDURE ENDURE....
little things din happened today..sian man..
logged ; 12:04 AM
Monday, May 03, 2004
CAMPIONE MILAN
YOHOOOOO....MILAN ARE THE SERIE A CHAMPIONS!!!~~~
well done rossoneri...think they had a wonderful season..losing only once...great to get the scudetto back!!!
great season for me...both arsenal n milan won their leagues...these two teams are incredible..so far both only have a combined of one loss in the leagues...WAT AN ACHIEVEMENT....if only both made to the CL final..that will complete a dream season for me..hehe..now hope italy can go on n win the euro 2004..woohoo..
leeds got relegated le..pretty sad hor..to see them go down..after all they r once a powerhouse...haizz...
had a slow day today...not v efficient...hmm..had a bit of indigestion now..darnz...shd not ate those cakes..lolz..sianz..tink i juz too much of a glutton..
NEED TO STUDY LOH...FINAL 2 PAPERS..CMON AH FAT...U NEED TO STUDY!!!!~...FOR YOUR OWN SAKE...yeah muz force myself to push for it le....study study study study study study...haha
没有你我睡不着 忘记你我做不到 爱你无可救药
没有你我睡不着 街上随便跑 想找到有你的街道
logged ; 12:42 AM
Sunday, May 02, 2004
time: 230am
mood: lonely sleepy and bored....
very boring may day...basically did nothing...laze ard with tt toopid nose dripping...tonight seem like everyone is away...all not online..kinda bored..feel like chatting with someone...looking at my ENS notes..see liao oso sian...dun understand why we haf to take such an useless module..act we become more aware of Spore after this module...totally no purpose..okie..tink i juz being an grumpy old man...
feeling really bored..dunno wat i can do...dunno who i can find to chat..haiz..sometimes if we can noe wat other people are thinking..wun it be good? no need to think n think....read QQ blog on the "nice guy finish last " phenomenon...hmm..pretty true isn't it? in this world it nv pay to be kind n nice..be it u r a guy or girl...end up u most prob will end up hurting urself... in this world....fairytales are juz a handful...there alwiz be more nightmares than dreams..am i being pessimisitic? i dun think so..i juz being realistic, stating a fact..juz that sometimes ppl dun want to believe..coz reality alwiz hurts..
very hot night...why there is no rain? hmmm...i wanna rain..the sound of it, the coolness it bring along...so tt i can feel cool n sleep....RAIN PLEASE.....
logged ; 2:14 AM
Saturday, May 01, 2004
FINAL LAP...
juz woke up..still feeling kinda tired..hai..still down with that stupid flu..been down wif flu for a week le..still haben recover..arghh..making me really tired...=(
yohoo..yest finished one more paper le..kinda toopid paper..tink can pass la..lOlz..2 more to go..yeah!!~ after paper..went to njc concert with princess...concert not bad...quite nice..esp some of the songs..
tired man..n sick....sian sian sian....but tink yest played enuff le...TIME FOR THE FINAL LAP...
oooo..going to rain again..shiok....
logged ; 10:06 AM
