Tuesday, August 31, 2004
haiz..feeling lazy again..weather is so hot man...dun feel like doing anything...
I HATE MY ALGORITHM...
logged ; 3:21 PM
came across this song...feel like telling a buddy of mine tis....
Have you wondered how it feels when it's all over
Wondered how it feels when you just have to start anew
Never knowing where you're going
When you face a brand new day
It used to be that way
Now I just close my eyes and say
I just wanna breathe again
Learn to face the joy and pain
Discover how to laugh a little, cry a little
Live a little more
I just wanna face today
Forget about the woes of yesterday
Maybe if I hope a little
Try a little more
I'll breathe again
Starting out again is never easy
Disappointments come and go but life still moves on
With a bit of luck
It's a brand new start
That might just work my way
No need to walk away
Don't want to live on life replay
I just wanna breathe again
Learn to face the joy and pain
Discover how to laugh a little, cry a little
Live a little more
I just wanna face today
Forget about the woes of yesterday
Maybe if I hope a little
Try a little more
I'll breathe again
Things will work out fine
If you can find the courage to look past the night
To see the break of dawn
I just wanna breathe again
Learn to face the joy and pain
Discover how to laugh a little, cry a little
Live a little more
I just wanna face today
Forget about the woes of yesterday
Maybe if I hope a little
Try a little more
I'll breathe again
I'll breathe again
logged ; 1:28 AM
Saturday, August 28, 2004
oh man is 4.30 in e morning le..still so awake....later still got choir n soccer..cham...muz force myself to sleep after tis....
juz back from supper with fush chilli n nana...went to changi v for supper...haha...super enthu man...den walk walk at changi beach...zo bo there...nuah n see the "lighthouses"....kinda cool..long time nv go changi liao...
today's choir was good...the performing group turned up in full force..and i tot we sang alrite during pract....not e best..but i feel quite alrite lohz...hope by next sun we can fine tune to the best liao...
omg my bmt mate is in top 10 for spore idol..OMG OMG OMG....
gotta go sleep le...later still got soccer match....excited man..i bot a new soccer ball =)
wonder did she pass her driving.....hope she did..
logged ; 4:29 AM
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
had a tiring day..played floorball after class...not much ppl turned up today..but still got a good workout..after that went back to my station...played soccer wif my former colleagues...had lots of fun crapping..haha...
had this debate on gender inequality in my sociology class today...my tutor posed this qn "if ur wife is earning much more than you and you two had juz a newborn child..will you gif up ur job to be a full time house husband?" kinda hard qn..but in end i chose "no" ....apparently the gers in my class tot most of us chose "no" coz of pride and egosim....but i begged to differ...given a chance...i will rather both of me and my wife dun stop working...unless is really necessarily...i wun give up my job..coz there is still this social perception tt a male shd alwiz be e breadwinner in the family..We, males, are alwiz expected to take care of the family...be it material-wise or money-wise....even PM Lee mentioned in his rally speech that males shd alwiz be the ones taking care of the family...so prob u can say my pride is playing a part here...but then if i dun work...n the society perceived me to be a wimp...living off my wife and not going out n work for e family....i dun tink i can take it and i see as a responsibilty of mine to work for my family's well being....prob this perception is outdated n pathetic..but it is the reality....unless one day this social idea is restructured...it will remains so...of coz i wun expect my wife to undertake the full responsibilty for the caring of the baby...we will spilt the load definitely..but still e idea of full time house husband dun sit really well wif me..unless it is the only possible solution for the caring of the baby..
it seem gers nowadays want equality...but then how equal can we...males n females can nv be absolutely equal..like for the above example..gers may say i am being male chauvinist...but then...dun u tink that gers play a part for such perception...gers expect guys to fully care for them..be a gentlemen..willing to do everything for them...pay for their shopping...pay for this n that..want guys to treat them like a princess...on n on...already the girls are having this idea of guys shd alwiz do more than them n treat them nicely...let's be honest...how many gers out there will choose guys who say they dun mind being a house husband n let the gers go out n earn the dough?....so now wat we guys shd do? continue to maintain tt guys shd be the breadwinner and get termed as chauvinist pig or be a sensitive house husband and get called "wimp", "good for nothing", "no ambitions".....i juz dunno which to choose...why dun the gers put themselves in our shoes...tink of our social pressure...
gers n guys can be absolutely equal..maybe in term of opportunities, respect, trust and social treatment...we can haf equality..but in some circumstances....it's hard..coz not juz we guys haf the "guys better than gers...guys shd do more than gers" mentality..the females themselves oso posssess such mentality.....
juz some tots..no disrespect to e females.....
logged ; 2:46 AM
Monday, August 23, 2004
there is only one way to describe Arsenal....
SIMPLY MAGNIFICIENT...
logged ; 1:26 AM
Saturday, August 21, 2004
just now watched the table tennis semis...felt so sad n devasated...we r just so close to a Olympic final...3-1 up..n yet we lost 4-3...juz so disappointed..tink everyone who watched the game will feel for Li Jia Wei.....haiz it was really our best chance, much better than Ronald Susilo or Jing Junhong 4 yrs ago...urgh..i juz cannot believe it.....hope she can bounce back n get a bronze..c'mon..
last night was at jenn place...had supper wif igualans at clementi...den we went to chill out at jenn place..kinda great..long time nv c some of e igualans le...chatted ate drink watched olympics..play daidee with ang chilli n yan..darnz..kena do so many push ups...till my shoulder now hurts..tink i long time nv exercise liao....haha....oh ya..anyway NUS ppl r really the fast workers...chilli haf now also left the bachelors bandwagon...hehe...
haiz..i still feel so sad bout the table tennis..urgh...unbelievable...furthermore lost to an irritating, grunting opponent...darnx...
logged ; 8:37 PM
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
had a pretty good weekend...choir was pretty alrite...attendance was good n at least we got things slightly on e way..hope we can do a good job at the alumni gala dinner....
sunday was kinda great...my team finally registered our 2nd win of e season...finally for once luck was on our side...din play as well as before but still got our win..soccer is juz so funny..play well n u will lose...play badly n u still can win..anyway we oso got first clean sheet...tink the team is really settling down liao..let's get our 3rd win next sun...woohoo...
monday....pretty slack..lects was pretty alrite cept for the algorithm one...it simply sux..i catch no ball....anyway after sch joined the sa guys for floorball..quite fun..tink i will be treating tt as a recrea cca le...can learn to play too.....
EPL start liao loh...n ARSENAL IS THE BEST HAHAHAHAHA...=P
logged ; 10:25 PM
Friday, August 13, 2004
12th august
the day s'pore leadership changed hand
the day PM GOH stepped down
the day i ORD
the day Spore civil service lost 2 talents..
logged ; 12:47 AM
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
last night marked "officially" marked the end of my NSF life...did my last tour of duty last night...looking back...i must say the overall NS experience had been great and beneficial...i alwiz felt tt i am fortunate to be able posted to SPF..provide me an opportunity to learn from a very rare experience....past 3 mths spent with NY NPC had been really fun...opened my eyes to another aspect of policing after 2 yrs in the management and operations level..saw alot situations, learnt alot ground management and interacted wif alot of kind of ppl....the team had been great....alwiz rem all the crazy things we did during the past 3 mths....
one chapter closed...and i shall embarked on another chapter of my life journey....
logged ; 6:40 PM
Monday, August 09, 2004
boring night..dunno where everyone..all not online...so sian....nothing to do..felt BORED!!~
kinda boring weekend..din really do much..met tingting for dinner on thurs...great to c her after so long..sometimes it juz feel nice to meet up with frens after a long time..soon she will be starting her working life..times juz flew so fast..rem the times we were crappy students...n now most of us abt to begin working lives le...lao le lao le..=)
friday was boring...missed my morning lects as usual..cannot wake up in time...sch was dead boring thou the communication skills tut was pretty enjoyable..interesting tutor...
went for choir on sat...great to b back after missing so much..but then attendance was poor...n we din sang qt well...somehow felt tt something is lacking in the choir..anyway guess we will be performing for the alumni gala dinner..thou i felt we r still qt unprepared...anyway still got 4 weeks..so hope we can do a good job..tough but possible....anyway seem like we still haf lots of issues unsettled....
i so bored....
oh yah...ARSENAL WON MAN U ....v happy with arsenal's play today...v fuild n the youngsters looked good..esp Frabregas n Reyes....EPL start liao loh....shiok....
logged ; 12:31 AM
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
went to the moscow circus last night...first ever time i went to a circus...quite an eye opener for me i guess..like yan said...it was definitely worth the money i guess..pretty interesting performance....was wondering how is like to live in a circus troupe...seem like kinda cool...imagine living and travelling with ppl with all kind of talents..the clowns, the jugglers, the flying acrobats..the animal tamers..the hercules...the magicians..but issit really as colourful and fun as it seem on the stage..or issit full of pain, sacrifies, and loneliness..will lurve to find out...
as usual..overslept for my first lect again...life sci..heard tt it was pretty cool...coz the lecturer brought live prawns, crabs..to show the anatomy..darnz..if only it was not scheduled early in e morning..anyway attended my first and i was told...NTU's first ever sociology lecture...taking a look at the content..seem pretty much of juz introduction bahz...but then the lecturer seemed interesting..quite a good break frm those technical terms in engineering lects..the lecturer brought up certain interesting thoughts and concepts...hope this module will b fun..
and yah..missed my maths tutorial today..felt damn blur...went into the wrong class...tot i supposed to be in same class with paul n junhua...but i forgot tt i oreadi changed my timetable..so.....i gonna missed my maths tut tiz week...haiz..blur cock..now my tutorial for tomolo...i oreadi attended today le..haha..shd i skip???
"People like to say no choice...but by saying that...are we making a choice?"
logged ; 8:35 PM
Sunday, August 01, 2004
tired...super tired..simply exhausted...
juz back from my soccer match..lost 2-1to the league leaders..felt we really shd at least grab a draw...conceded 2 unfortunate goals..haiz..anyway the team played quite well today..we r slowly getting used to each other le..
yest was deployed for the NDP preview...now my legs r still sore from the standing..things were pretty alrite till the time when the crowd started to go home...quite chaotic at first...my colleagues n me almost cannot control...luckily things soon got under control...i took charge of the ground situation at the time..but tink some ppl tot i trying to be hero..darnz..i juz trying to do my job..if not the situation will get darn messy...since the the regulars nv take initiative..i take loh...after all...still the same...crapz...
missed choir again...sian..tink i lagging behind the rest in the learning of songs...die..i oreadi cannot make it..now still like tt....haiz...anyway tink the choir pretty settled liao..which is good...esp the formation of a committee..let's get things going..n hopefully i can go pract next week man..
tomolo got sch..sian..haben do my tutorials...argh....later at night den do bahx....
logged ; 12:58 PM
Tuesday, August 31, 2004
haiz..feeling lazy again..weather is so hot man...dun feel like doing anything...
I HATE MY ALGORITHM...
logged ; 3:21 PM
came across this song...feel like telling a buddy of mine tis....
Have you wondered how it feels when it's all over
Wondered how it feels when you just have to start anew
Never knowing where you're going
When you face a brand new day
It used to be that way
Now I just close my eyes and say
I just wanna breathe again
Learn to face the joy and pain
Discover how to laugh a little, cry a little
Live a little more
I just wanna face today
Forget about the woes of yesterday
Maybe if I hope a little
Try a little more
I'll breathe again
Starting out again is never easy
Disappointments come and go but life still moves on
With a bit of luck
It's a brand new start
That might just work my way
No need to walk away
Don't want to live on life replay
I just wanna breathe again
Learn to face the joy and pain
Discover how to laugh a little, cry a little
Live a little more
I just wanna face today
Forget about the woes of yesterday
Maybe if I hope a little
Try a little more
I'll breathe again
Things will work out fine
If you can find the courage to look past the night
To see the break of dawn
I just wanna breathe again
Learn to face the joy and pain
Discover how to laugh a little, cry a little
Live a little more
I just wanna face today
Forget about the woes of yesterday
Maybe if I hope a little
Try a little more
I'll breathe again
I'll breathe again
logged ; 1:28 AM
Saturday, August 28, 2004
oh man is 4.30 in e morning le..still so awake....later still got choir n soccer..cham...muz force myself to sleep after tis....
juz back from supper with fush chilli n nana...went to changi v for supper...haha...super enthu man...den walk walk at changi beach...zo bo there...nuah n see the "lighthouses"....kinda cool..long time nv go changi liao...
today's choir was good...the performing group turned up in full force..and i tot we sang alrite during pract....not e best..but i feel quite alrite lohz...hope by next sun we can fine tune to the best liao...
omg my bmt mate is in top 10 for spore idol..OMG OMG OMG....
gotta go sleep le...later still got soccer match....excited man..i bot a new soccer ball =)
wonder did she pass her driving.....hope she did..
logged ; 4:29 AM
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
had a tiring day..played floorball after class...not much ppl turned up today..but still got a good workout..after that went back to my station...played soccer wif my former colleagues...had lots of fun crapping..haha...
had this debate on gender inequality in my sociology class today...my tutor posed this qn "if ur wife is earning much more than you and you two had juz a newborn child..will you gif up ur job to be a full time house husband?" kinda hard qn..but in end i chose "no" ....apparently the gers in my class tot most of us chose "no" coz of pride and egosim....but i begged to differ...given a chance...i will rather both of me and my wife dun stop working...unless is really necessarily...i wun give up my job..coz there is still this social perception tt a male shd alwiz be e breadwinner in the family..We, males, are alwiz expected to take care of the family...be it material-wise or money-wise....even PM Lee mentioned in his rally speech that males shd alwiz be the ones taking care of the family...so prob u can say my pride is playing a part here...but then if i dun work...n the society perceived me to be a wimp...living off my wife and not going out n work for e family....i dun tink i can take it and i see as a responsibilty of mine to work for my family's well being....prob this perception is outdated n pathetic..but it is the reality....unless one day this social idea is restructured...it will remains so...of coz i wun expect my wife to undertake the full responsibilty for the caring of the baby...we will spilt the load definitely..but still e idea of full time house husband dun sit really well wif me..unless it is the only possible solution for the caring of the baby..
it seem gers nowadays want equality...but then how equal can we...males n females can nv be absolutely equal..like for the above example..gers may say i am being male chauvinist...but then...dun u tink that gers play a part for such perception...gers expect guys to fully care for them..be a gentlemen..willing to do everything for them...pay for their shopping...pay for this n that..want guys to treat them like a princess...on n on...already the girls are having this idea of guys shd alwiz do more than them n treat them nicely...let's be honest...how many gers out there will choose guys who say they dun mind being a house husband n let the gers go out n earn the dough?....so now wat we guys shd do? continue to maintain tt guys shd be the breadwinner and get termed as chauvinist pig or be a sensitive house husband and get called "wimp", "good for nothing", "no ambitions".....i juz dunno which to choose...why dun the gers put themselves in our shoes...tink of our social pressure...
gers n guys can be absolutely equal..maybe in term of opportunities, respect, trust and social treatment...we can haf equality..but in some circumstances....it's hard..coz not juz we guys haf the "guys better than gers...guys shd do more than gers" mentality..the females themselves oso posssess such mentality.....
juz some tots..no disrespect to e females.....
logged ; 2:46 AM
Monday, August 23, 2004
there is only one way to describe Arsenal....
SIMPLY MAGNIFICIENT...
logged ; 1:26 AM
Saturday, August 21, 2004
just now watched the table tennis semis...felt so sad n devasated...we r just so close to a Olympic final...3-1 up..n yet we lost 4-3...juz so disappointed..tink everyone who watched the game will feel for Li Jia Wei.....haiz it was really our best chance, much better than Ronald Susilo or Jing Junhong 4 yrs ago...urgh..i juz cannot believe it.....hope she can bounce back n get a bronze..c'mon..
last night was at jenn place...had supper wif igualans at clementi...den we went to chill out at jenn place..kinda great..long time nv c some of e igualans le...chatted ate drink watched olympics..play daidee with ang chilli n yan..darnz..kena do so many push ups...till my shoulder now hurts..tink i long time nv exercise liao....haha....oh ya..anyway NUS ppl r really the fast workers...chilli haf now also left the bachelors bandwagon...hehe...
haiz..i still feel so sad bout the table tennis..urgh...unbelievable...furthermore lost to an irritating, grunting opponent...darnx...
logged ; 8:37 PM
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
had a pretty good weekend...choir was pretty alrite...attendance was good n at least we got things slightly on e way..hope we can do a good job at the alumni gala dinner....
sunday was kinda great...my team finally registered our 2nd win of e season...finally for once luck was on our side...din play as well as before but still got our win..soccer is juz so funny..play well n u will lose...play badly n u still can win..anyway we oso got first clean sheet...tink the team is really settling down liao..let's get our 3rd win next sun...woohoo...
monday....pretty slack..lects was pretty alrite cept for the algorithm one...it simply sux..i catch no ball....anyway after sch joined the sa guys for floorball..quite fun..tink i will be treating tt as a recrea cca le...can learn to play too.....
EPL start liao loh...n ARSENAL IS THE BEST HAHAHAHAHA...=P
logged ; 10:25 PM
Friday, August 13, 2004
12th august
the day s'pore leadership changed hand
the day PM GOH stepped down
the day i ORD
the day Spore civil service lost 2 talents..
logged ; 12:47 AM
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
last night marked "officially" marked the end of my NSF life...did my last tour of duty last night...looking back...i must say the overall NS experience had been great and beneficial...i alwiz felt tt i am fortunate to be able posted to SPF..provide me an opportunity to learn from a very rare experience....past 3 mths spent with NY NPC had been really fun...opened my eyes to another aspect of policing after 2 yrs in the management and operations level..saw alot situations, learnt alot ground management and interacted wif alot of kind of ppl....the team had been great....alwiz rem all the crazy things we did during the past 3 mths....
one chapter closed...and i shall embarked on another chapter of my life journey....
logged ; 6:40 PM
Monday, August 09, 2004
boring night..dunno where everyone..all not online...so sian....nothing to do..felt BORED!!~
kinda boring weekend..din really do much..met tingting for dinner on thurs...great to c her after so long..sometimes it juz feel nice to meet up with frens after a long time..soon she will be starting her working life..times juz flew so fast..rem the times we were crappy students...n now most of us abt to begin working lives le...lao le lao le..=)
friday was boring...missed my morning lects as usual..cannot wake up in time...sch was dead boring thou the communication skills tut was pretty enjoyable..interesting tutor...
went for choir on sat...great to b back after missing so much..but then attendance was poor...n we din sang qt well...somehow felt tt something is lacking in the choir..anyway guess we will be performing for the alumni gala dinner..thou i felt we r still qt unprepared...anyway still got 4 weeks..so hope we can do a good job..tough but possible....anyway seem like we still haf lots of issues unsettled....
i so bored....
oh yah...ARSENAL WON MAN U ....v happy with arsenal's play today...v fuild n the youngsters looked good..esp Frabregas n Reyes....EPL start liao loh....shiok....
logged ; 12:31 AM
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
went to the moscow circus last night...first ever time i went to a circus...quite an eye opener for me i guess..like yan said...it was definitely worth the money i guess..pretty interesting performance....was wondering how is like to live in a circus troupe...seem like kinda cool...imagine living and travelling with ppl with all kind of talents..the clowns, the jugglers, the flying acrobats..the animal tamers..the hercules...the magicians..but issit really as colourful and fun as it seem on the stage..or issit full of pain, sacrifies, and loneliness..will lurve to find out...
as usual..overslept for my first lect again...life sci..heard tt it was pretty cool...coz the lecturer brought live prawns, crabs..to show the anatomy..darnz..if only it was not scheduled early in e morning..anyway attended my first and i was told...NTU's first ever sociology lecture...taking a look at the content..seem pretty much of juz introduction bahz...but then the lecturer seemed interesting..quite a good break frm those technical terms in engineering lects..the lecturer brought up certain interesting thoughts and concepts...hope this module will b fun..
and yah..missed my maths tutorial today..felt damn blur...went into the wrong class...tot i supposed to be in same class with paul n junhua...but i forgot tt i oreadi changed my timetable..so.....i gonna missed my maths tut tiz week...haiz..blur cock..now my tutorial for tomolo...i oreadi attended today le..haha..shd i skip???
"People like to say no choice...but by saying that...are we making a choice?"
logged ; 8:35 PM
Sunday, August 01, 2004
tired...super tired..simply exhausted...
juz back from my soccer match..lost 2-1to the league leaders..felt we really shd at least grab a draw...conceded 2 unfortunate goals..haiz..anyway the team played quite well today..we r slowly getting used to each other le..
yest was deployed for the NDP preview...now my legs r still sore from the standing..things were pretty alrite till the time when the crowd started to go home...quite chaotic at first...my colleagues n me almost cannot control...luckily things soon got under control...i took charge of the ground situation at the time..but tink some ppl tot i trying to be hero..darnz..i juz trying to do my job..if not the situation will get darn messy...since the the regulars nv take initiative..i take loh...after all...still the same...crapz...
missed choir again...sian..tink i lagging behind the rest in the learning of songs...die..i oreadi cannot make it..now still like tt....haiz...anyway tink the choir pretty settled liao..which is good...esp the formation of a committee..let's get things going..n hopefully i can go pract next week man..
tomolo got sch..sian..haben do my tutorials...argh....later at night den do bahx....
logged ; 12:58 PM
