Saturday, February 26, 2005
saturday is here again..a week of holidays had just passed me by just like that. And did i do anything constructive? NO..nothing at all...i'm just super duper pissed with myself..why i alwiz only plan and not do anything...entire week i only gone thru my AC notes...and i haben even touch on the tutorials...so much for wanting to do well in exams, sucker..din really have a very good week, cannot really rem any day when i felt happy, up or motivated to do anything...i just felt tired, disgusted and pissed with myself..n wat the using of whining now here...
and ya, ivy told me that twinkle might be dead liao, in case you dunno who is twinkle, he is the dog i'm holding in the photo. Felt sad upon hearing it, i really like that cute dog. I nv really wanna get close to dogs, but twinkle is just so cute....but now it is missing and maybe dead..wat the fuck..so many asseholes out there oso nv c them die...why twinkle die..
cancelled the choir today, more than half of the choir cannot make it for pract, felt tt is not the best way for us to start our new "choir year". Maybe song is right, might well start the practices on a happier note, hope next week's outing will be great..i miss singing
sometimes felt tt i should really think more about myself and not about the others around me, nv tot that sometimes an act of concern may actually results differently..
牵着你在天空飞翔 这样看世界不一样
有了你在身旁笑的脸庞 世界或许就这么宽广
忽然就忘记了慌张 人海之中你最明亮
无意间的影响 渐渐扩张 你丰富我 生活感想
何必寻找所谓的天堂
原来我因为你
不想再去流浪
情愿平凡 不拥有一切也无妨
有了你在心上 依然是天堂
何必寻找所谓的天堂 原来我因为你 不想再去流浪
情愿平凡 不拥有一切也无妨 有了你在心上 已经是天堂
logged ; 2:19 PM
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
"girls are chaotic. without girls, guys' world will be too calm" how true how true...how many times had we, guys, been traumatised by the emotional bombardment from our females counterparts. If given a choice, i will choose to be a monk and steer clear of girls. "But then guys cannot do without girls", "We need girls for companionship etc etc", that is bullshit....i had lived 23 good years of my life without being the receiving end of any concern, love or companionship from any girl, and i am still alive and kicking....I am definitely not a MCP, and i have nothing against the fairer sex...But i am just perplexed about the mood swings of the girls. They can be nice at one moment and absolutely unreasonable at the other moment. And what can we do? We tried to be accomodating, forgiving etc etc and what we get in return are probably more emotional torture from them. We dun be nice to them, they said we r insensitive, neglecting, MCPs...we nice to them..they said we r too nice of a guy, no mind of our own, no principles, or they juz simply ride on our niceness to be even more unreasonable....-_-" ..i getting sick n tired in dealing with girls.....
is the 2nd day of the holidays, and i haben even get down to any serious work...be it for choir or my studies....haiz...crap crap..i simply lost my mood n motivation for anything now...
logged ; 1:40 PM
Sunday, February 20, 2005
finally can sat down n relax....enjoying my holidays...been a couple of real tiring days....=(
had quizzes on thurs n fri and i'm think i gonna flunk both of them...urgh....esp the fri Digital E quiz...it was a disaster..first time i see the question n totally dunno how to do...darnz...that cunning old tutor..actually i din feel so much pain coz i din really prepare for it...felt it for those who studied for the quiz..tt paper was a killer..
yest was a tiring one..hmm...CV din really start the new term on a good note..in fact we din even got started...apparently fush refused to teach coz some of the ppl were super late...haiz..wat a way for me to start as the president..juz hope things can work out in CV..i hope...anyway i tink i stop being a busybody...fuck it..
i juz hate to deal with PR...i juz wanna make sure everything is fine within the choir..i tot my sms will juz cool things off..i nv tot i will stir u up again..well...i guess i juz screwed up my man management..i not really sad..but i am disappointed....how i wish i juz mind my own business....i really dunno how to please u..e last thing i want is disharmony...i seriously pray tt it wll nv happen....
logged ; 8:30 PM
Thursday, February 17, 2005
time: 3.30am
darn...what am i doing here...supposed to be asleep actually cos tomolo got a quiz..but then again i tink i dun really care much about it also....cannot really understand some parts of the notes, or rather the more important ones..haiz...tink tomolo is "GOD PLS SAVE ME" liao..
the CNY feeling had more or less faded away liao bah..din even remember to bring oranges to my student's house today...so paiseh when winne's mum gave me an angpow...i din even "officially" greeted her with oranges..somehow with each year passing by, CNY is more and more insignificant and boring to me. My circle of relatives seem to getting smaller and smaller....n i'm kinda sick n tired of doing the same thing everyday...so out with the spring cleaning and buying of new clothes..juz hold no purpose to me anymore...
of coz...the special day of Feb had juz passed us by too...another day which celebrated by others, but not me...haha....call me unromantic...but to me..Vday hold no special significance to me..even when i am attached...coz to me, being with someone i love mean everyday is a Vday...everyday i shall celebrate with her n not juz on 14 feb... Anyway met up with the CV kias on Vday...had dinner at Wheelock NYDC..again..we orderd alot of food..haha...cannot finished all this time round thou..off form...some went home after dinner..while I, Sok, Song, Nana, Zhenjia, Fush and Joyce went for coffee break at Starbucks...nuahed there for quite some time n went home...oh anyway thanx Sok n Evelyn for the chocos..=)
tot alot on that night..i juz suddenly got really tired of everything...love is not supposed to be like tt..it is supposed to be about giving and receiving..i'm no saint..i need reciprocration too....and she long ago oreadi made her stand tt she cannot reciprocate...i guess i really need to recognise tat fact n move on...
finally managed to get the job scopes of the CV committee worked out...shall brief the guys on sat...really looking forward to singing again ....
从今以后
除了感动， 在不会泪流
从今以后
抓住梦， 不放手
从今以后
就算跌倒， 拍拍灰再走
logged ; 3:22 AM
Monday, February 14, 2005
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY....
may all my friends be happy and loving....
and also GONG XI FATT CHOY.......
logged ; 3:18 AM
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
Had reunion dinner with CV on sunday at Excelsoir Hotel. We had the ala carte buffet and i guess we surely made our money worth it. The food was alrite, though the seafood dun seem to be v fresh, but overall we had a great time eating and crapping together. Think we r the only tables making so much noise in the restaurant haha. Oh yah, Common Voices can really eat man, and I dun mean the guys only. The girls are up there with us, with sok ching n joyce leading the pack..haha....
After the dinner, went to esplanade and nuah there...tok bout plans for CV...i think i shd find some time and discuss with fush regarding the plans for at least this yr. We shd haf a clear direction by end of this month on what we gonna do for this year n next year.
Last night went to Cheenatown with nana zhenjia junxian junli and vianne. First time in chinatown during the CNY period. The place was not as crowded as i tot will be. Saw the Mediacorp ppl rehearsing for tonight show, show every stall trying their v best to promote their items..quite a bubbly and lively place. Now i began to feel the CNY mood..haha..In fact the night bazaar really reminded me of my times in KL. All the stalls, the liveliness and the feeling, seemed so similar.....missed the last train home, so gonna take NR in e end...and first time my NR din stop at a single stop since i boarded it..haha...shiok..machiam taxi..juz tt a longer route only...=P
how do u explain when u fall in love with someone. How will u actually noe tat? Can that feeling be explained in words?....interesting...coz i dunno..maybe to a certain extent....
will i be in her dreams tonight....
logged ; 4:13 PM
Sunday, February 06, 2005
shiok...dun need to wake up early on a Sunday morning just feel so good...much as i love my laopo - soccer...i juz hate waking up so early n drag myself to matches...i luv my bed as well...=P
Yesterday was Elections Day for Common Voices. As a result, I was elected as the new president of the choir. I wun say that I am surprised tt be elected as my name been thrown before, but I just having doubts whether I can live up to the post. I may be able to do things efficiently, but then to me, being the president is another story. It's much more than performing tasks n responsiblities. It is also about how i can bring this choir to greater heights, how to bring the best from everyone, as well as to ensure the harmony and cooperation within the choir. Seriously, I dunno whether I have the ability to do, but then since I'm elected, I will try my best. This shall be my challenge and I hope it will be a valuable experience for me. Just hope people dun see me as a president, but as a friend who they can rely on. Also hope that Common Voices can really grown stronger with time. I like Song's idea of the choir...we r juz like a "Bu Dao Weng"...no matter how many obstacles we face, we shall nv fall over.
CNY coming!!!~ but i dun feel excited..any sign of old age???
logged ; 1:19 PM
Saturday, February 26, 2005
saturday is here again..a week of holidays had just passed me by just like that. And did i do anything constructive? NO..nothing at all...i'm just super duper pissed with myself..why i alwiz only plan and not do anything...entire week i only gone thru my AC notes...and i haben even touch on the tutorials...so much for wanting to do well in exams, sucker..din really have a very good week, cannot really rem any day when i felt happy, up or motivated to do anything...i just felt tired, disgusted and pissed with myself..n wat the using of whining now here...
and ya, ivy told me that twinkle might be dead liao, in case you dunno who is twinkle, he is the dog i'm holding in the photo. Felt sad upon hearing it, i really like that cute dog. I nv really wanna get close to dogs, but twinkle is just so cute....but now it is missing and maybe dead..wat the fuck..so many asseholes out there oso nv c them die...why twinkle die..
cancelled the choir today, more than half of the choir cannot make it for pract, felt tt is not the best way for us to start our new "choir year". Maybe song is right, might well start the practices on a happier note, hope next week's outing will be great..i miss singing
sometimes felt tt i should really think more about myself and not about the others around me, nv tot that sometimes an act of concern may actually results differently..
牵着你在天空飞翔 这样看世界不一样
有了你在身旁笑的脸庞 世界或许就这么宽广
忽然就忘记了慌张 人海之中你最明亮
无意间的影响 渐渐扩张 你丰富我 生活感想
何必寻找所谓的天堂
原来我因为你
不想再去流浪
情愿平凡 不拥有一切也无妨
有了你在心上 依然是天堂
何必寻找所谓的天堂 原来我因为你 不想再去流浪
情愿平凡 不拥有一切也无妨 有了你在心上 已经是天堂
logged ; 2:19 PM
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
"girls are chaotic. without girls, guys' world will be too calm" how true how true...how many times had we, guys, been traumatised by the emotional bombardment from our females counterparts. If given a choice, i will choose to be a monk and steer clear of girls. "But then guys cannot do without girls", "We need girls for companionship etc etc", that is bullshit....i had lived 23 good years of my life without being the receiving end of any concern, love or companionship from any girl, and i am still alive and kicking....I am definitely not a MCP, and i have nothing against the fairer sex...But i am just perplexed about the mood swings of the girls. They can be nice at one moment and absolutely unreasonable at the other moment. And what can we do? We tried to be accomodating, forgiving etc etc and what we get in return are probably more emotional torture from them. We dun be nice to them, they said we r insensitive, neglecting, MCPs...we nice to them..they said we r too nice of a guy, no mind of our own, no principles, or they juz simply ride on our niceness to be even more unreasonable....-_-" ..i getting sick n tired in dealing with girls.....
is the 2nd day of the holidays, and i haben even get down to any serious work...be it for choir or my studies....haiz...crap crap..i simply lost my mood n motivation for anything now...
logged ; 1:40 PM
Sunday, February 20, 2005
finally can sat down n relax....enjoying my holidays...been a couple of real tiring days....=(
had quizzes on thurs n fri and i'm think i gonna flunk both of them...urgh....esp the fri Digital E quiz...it was a disaster..first time i see the question n totally dunno how to do...darnz...that cunning old tutor..actually i din feel so much pain coz i din really prepare for it...felt it for those who studied for the quiz..tt paper was a killer..
yest was a tiring one..hmm...CV din really start the new term on a good note..in fact we din even got started...apparently fush refused to teach coz some of the ppl were super late...haiz..wat a way for me to start as the president..juz hope things can work out in CV..i hope...anyway i tink i stop being a busybody...fuck it..
i juz hate to deal with PR...i juz wanna make sure everything is fine within the choir..i tot my sms will juz cool things off..i nv tot i will stir u up again..well...i guess i juz screwed up my man management..i not really sad..but i am disappointed....how i wish i juz mind my own business....i really dunno how to please u..e last thing i want is disharmony...i seriously pray tt it wll nv happen....
logged ; 8:30 PM
Thursday, February 17, 2005
time: 3.30am
darn...what am i doing here...supposed to be asleep actually cos tomolo got a quiz..but then again i tink i dun really care much about it also....cannot really understand some parts of the notes, or rather the more important ones..haiz...tink tomolo is "GOD PLS SAVE ME" liao..
the CNY feeling had more or less faded away liao bah..din even remember to bring oranges to my student's house today...so paiseh when winne's mum gave me an angpow...i din even "officially" greeted her with oranges..somehow with each year passing by, CNY is more and more insignificant and boring to me. My circle of relatives seem to getting smaller and smaller....n i'm kinda sick n tired of doing the same thing everyday...so out with the spring cleaning and buying of new clothes..juz hold no purpose to me anymore...
of coz...the special day of Feb had juz passed us by too...another day which celebrated by others, but not me...haha....call me unromantic...but to me..Vday hold no special significance to me..even when i am attached...coz to me, being with someone i love mean everyday is a Vday...everyday i shall celebrate with her n not juz on 14 feb... Anyway met up with the CV kias on Vday...had dinner at Wheelock NYDC..again..we orderd alot of food..haha...cannot finished all this time round thou..off form...some went home after dinner..while I, Sok, Song, Nana, Zhenjia, Fush and Joyce went for coffee break at Starbucks...nuahed there for quite some time n went home...oh anyway thanx Sok n Evelyn for the chocos..=)
tot alot on that night..i juz suddenly got really tired of everything...love is not supposed to be like tt..it is supposed to be about giving and receiving..i'm no saint..i need reciprocration too....and she long ago oreadi made her stand tt she cannot reciprocate...i guess i really need to recognise tat fact n move on...
finally managed to get the job scopes of the CV committee worked out...shall brief the guys on sat...really looking forward to singing again ....
从今以后
除了感动， 在不会泪流
从今以后
抓住梦， 不放手
从今以后
就算跌倒， 拍拍灰再走
logged ; 3:22 AM
Monday, February 14, 2005
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY....
may all my friends be happy and loving....
and also GONG XI FATT CHOY.......
logged ; 3:18 AM
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
Had reunion dinner with CV on sunday at Excelsoir Hotel. We had the ala carte buffet and i guess we surely made our money worth it. The food was alrite, though the seafood dun seem to be v fresh, but overall we had a great time eating and crapping together. Think we r the only tables making so much noise in the restaurant haha. Oh yah, Common Voices can really eat man, and I dun mean the guys only. The girls are up there with us, with sok ching n joyce leading the pack..haha....
After the dinner, went to esplanade and nuah there...tok bout plans for CV...i think i shd find some time and discuss with fush regarding the plans for at least this yr. We shd haf a clear direction by end of this month on what we gonna do for this year n next year.
Last night went to Cheenatown with nana zhenjia junxian junli and vianne. First time in chinatown during the CNY period. The place was not as crowded as i tot will be. Saw the Mediacorp ppl rehearsing for tonight show, show every stall trying their v best to promote their items..quite a bubbly and lively place. Now i began to feel the CNY mood..haha..In fact the night bazaar really reminded me of my times in KL. All the stalls, the liveliness and the feeling, seemed so similar.....missed the last train home, so gonna take NR in e end...and first time my NR din stop at a single stop since i boarded it..haha...shiok..machiam taxi..juz tt a longer route only...=P
how do u explain when u fall in love with someone. How will u actually noe tat? Can that feeling be explained in words?....interesting...coz i dunno..maybe to a certain extent....
will i be in her dreams tonight....
logged ; 4:13 PM
Sunday, February 06, 2005
shiok...dun need to wake up early on a Sunday morning just feel so good...much as i love my laopo - soccer...i juz hate waking up so early n drag myself to matches...i luv my bed as well...=P
Yesterday was Elections Day for Common Voices. As a result, I was elected as the new president of the choir. I wun say that I am surprised tt be elected as my name been thrown before, but I just having doubts whether I can live up to the post. I may be able to do things efficiently, but then to me, being the president is another story. It's much more than performing tasks n responsiblities. It is also about how i can bring this choir to greater heights, how to bring the best from everyone, as well as to ensure the harmony and cooperation within the choir. Seriously, I dunno whether I have the ability to do, but then since I'm elected, I will try my best. This shall be my challenge and I hope it will be a valuable experience for me. Just hope people dun see me as a president, but as a friend who they can rely on. Also hope that Common Voices can really grown stronger with time. I like Song's idea of the choir...we r juz like a "Bu Dao Weng"...no matter how many obstacles we face, we shall nv fall over.
CNY coming!!!~ but i dun feel excited..any sign of old age???
logged ; 1:19 PM
