Tuesday, November 14, 2006
sometimes how ironic things can be. a month ago, i was hoping that the old, jolly and bubbly "her" will be back. From her recent blog entry, I can see that she got lots of things going for her now and that she is happier, and more bubbly. The old her is back. But I am not happier now. I do not know why. Lots of things happened over the month. Maybe becos now she is back to her old self, I guess I have no more reason to be by her side anymore, to try and lend her a shoulder, to cheer her on anymore. Maybe becos with so much going for her now, I guess I will soon be out of her life totally. I should be happy for her, indeed i am, but somehow and somehow I am not happy wholly.
The whole story about Mr A, Ms B and Mr C is just so ironic. In fact the whole episode seem like a joke if you look back at it. And I am the joke. The recent happening is even more ridiculous, and I do not what to say when I heard about it. I feel like a joke actually but then I guess I am one from the start actually.
Seriously I do not will things ever go back to what's like before. Last weekend was a good example that it may not. I need to overcome myself first. I am the problem.
可不可以让我回到突然长大那一天
那一刻他的吻改变我的世界
可不可以这个夏天这些故事能永远
球场边界外线我们已越走越远
我可以划一个圈把自己关在里面
把回忆挡在外面
却不能停止想念
在我的天空蔓延
他有的善良和善变
我可以划一个圈当作是完美句点
还他自由的蓝天
却不能停止想念一幕幕甜美画面
如果放弃了这一切
那么在我身体里的灵魂是谁
可不可以让我练习心碎时候有笑脸
等着他已走远才能落下眼泪
可不可以让我消失在地平线这瞬间
哭过了冷却了起风了却不能飞
我可以划一个圈当作是完美句点
还他自由的蓝天
却不能停止想念一幕幕甜美画面
如果放弃了这一切
那么在我身体里的灵魂是谁
所以我可以一直拥抱心碎
logged ; 11:28 AM
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
我很想爱他
唱：Twins
天空 下起雨了 他撑的伞 在你的身边陪著
可是 我不快乐 因为看见 他脸上的笑 是很勉强的
我很想爱他 但是眼睛在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧 免得感情变的复杂
我很想爱他 但是理智在吵架
退出可以解围吗 谁能给我一个好回答
爱情 是模糊的
可怜的是 没有勇气选择
如果 再舍不得 这样下去 我们每个人都是受害者
我很想爱他 但是眼睛在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧 免得感情变的复杂
我很想爱他 但是理智在吵架
退出可以解围吗 谁能给我一个好回答
当爱情陷在危险边缘
是否都会伤痕累累
是否都会苦不堪言
我很想爱他 但是眼睛在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧 免得感情变的复杂
我很想爱他 但是理智在吵架
退出可以解围吗 谁能给我一个好回答
logged ; 9:21 PM
Monday, November 06, 2006
sometimes i wonder what if i do not come clean about my feelings to the people around me; what if i actually keep quiet abt my feelings for her
maybe she will never sense it, maybe things will not be so awkward for me now. I do not have to wary of things I do, especially in her prescence, in the prescence of CV etc. I can continue to be her lao pa, and care for her like the way I used to.
I do not hope for anything to happen. I just wanna spend time with her, enjoy her company, just like the way before. But now, I just cannot do it anymore. i need to protect myself....
i really wanna shout out that i miss her, but i cannot.
logged ; 2:58 AM
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
sometimes how ironic things can be. a month ago, i was hoping that the old, jolly and bubbly "her" will be back. From her recent blog entry, I can see that she got lots of things going for her now and that she is happier, and more bubbly. The old her is back. But I am not happier now. I do not know why. Lots of things happened over the month. Maybe becos now she is back to her old self, I guess I have no more reason to be by her side anymore, to try and lend her a shoulder, to cheer her on anymore. Maybe becos with so much going for her now, I guess I will soon be out of her life totally. I should be happy for her, indeed i am, but somehow and somehow I am not happy wholly.
The whole story about Mr A, Ms B and Mr C is just so ironic. In fact the whole episode seem like a joke if you look back at it. And I am the joke. The recent happening is even more ridiculous, and I do not what to say when I heard about it. I feel like a joke actually but then I guess I am one from the start actually.
Seriously I do not will things ever go back to what's like before. Last weekend was a good example that it may not. I need to overcome myself first. I am the problem.
可不可以让我回到突然长大那一天
那一刻他的吻改变我的世界
可不可以这个夏天这些故事能永远
球场边界外线我们已越走越远
我可以划一个圈把自己关在里面
把回忆挡在外面
却不能停止想念
在我的天空蔓延
他有的善良和善变
我可以划一个圈当作是完美句点
还他自由的蓝天
却不能停止想念一幕幕甜美画面
如果放弃了这一切
那么在我身体里的灵魂是谁
可不可以让我练习心碎时候有笑脸
等着他已走远才能落下眼泪
可不可以让我消失在地平线这瞬间
哭过了冷却了起风了却不能飞
我可以划一个圈当作是完美句点
还他自由的蓝天
却不能停止想念一幕幕甜美画面
如果放弃了这一切
那么在我身体里的灵魂是谁
所以我可以一直拥抱心碎
logged ; 11:28 AM
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
我很想爱他
唱：Twins
天空 下起雨了 他撑的伞 在你的身边陪著
可是 我不快乐 因为看见 他脸上的笑 是很勉强的
我很想爱他 但是眼睛在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧 免得感情变的复杂
我很想爱他 但是理智在吵架
退出可以解围吗 谁能给我一个好回答
爱情 是模糊的
可怜的是 没有勇气选择
如果 再舍不得 这样下去 我们每个人都是受害者
我很想爱他 但是眼睛在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧 免得感情变的复杂
我很想爱他 但是理智在吵架
退出可以解围吗 谁能给我一个好回答
当爱情陷在危险边缘
是否都会伤痕累累
是否都会苦不堪言
我很想爱他 但是眼睛在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧 免得感情变的复杂
我很想爱他 但是理智在吵架
退出可以解围吗 谁能给我一个好回答
logged ; 9:21 PM
Monday, November 06, 2006
sometimes i wonder what if i do not come clean about my feelings to the people around me; what if i actually keep quiet abt my feelings for her
maybe she will never sense it, maybe things will not be so awkward for me now. I do not have to wary of things I do, especially in her prescence, in the prescence of CV etc. I can continue to be her lao pa, and care for her like the way I used to.
I do not hope for anything to happen. I just wanna spend time with her, enjoy her company, just like the way before. But now, I just cannot do it anymore. i need to protect myself....
i really wanna shout out that i miss her, but i cannot.
logged ; 2:58 AM
