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Wednesday, June 30, 2004


my 3-day break had come to an end le..gotta go to work later le..anyway had a good rest over the past few days..met up wif frens..catch up on my sleep..overall really enjoyed myself thou i tink i burnt a hole in my pocket..haha

last night watched s-league with yan and fush..first time fush watching s-league i think..quite a good game..really like Young Lions alot..i think they r improving over the time..hope they can keep up the good work..haha and fush had found another idol after Kaka and the "Dead Cat"..his name is Issey Nakajima..tink soon she will haf idols from over the world..hahaha

last night Singapore experienced another blackout..were eating supper with fush n yan when the lights went out..initially pretty freaky..coz it was really dark..cannot even see yan n fush who r beside me..end up we three had a candle light supper..pretty interesting..oh then got that coffee shop uncle who kept shouting "It's not Coffee shop's fault!!"..hahaha darn funny...tink he got a guilty conscience..lOl

While on the way home..i nv seen Singapore so dark..maybe fush is right..Singapore is too bright le..lOl..anyway i kinda enjoy my bus ride home..coz it kinda interesting to see a pitch black Singapore..pretty cool..

Alrite..gotta get ready for work le..hope it not gonna be a tiring day...Holland-Portugal tonight!!! yohoo..

logged ; 6:22 AM

Monday, June 28, 2004


long time nv wake up at tis kind of hour le...miss waking up ard 7-8am liddat..miss the fresh air, miss the misty view, miss the coolness, miss the relaxed mood..

these few days been sleeping alot but yet it kinda make me even more tired..body become beri stiff..anyway watched czech-denmark game last night and the Czechs are awesome..they are so far the best i watched in Euro 04..tink they can go on and win the competition man..dun see any threat in the other three semi finalists..

went to zoo with yilin yest..finally i went to the zoo...long time nv go le..tink got a decade like that man..the entire place changed quite a bit le..more greenery, more open concept..like the place..tink the architect did a rather good job..v nice place to walk ard when u r free..if only there is no entrance fee..haha..

sat..had my first "mati" case..first time i see a fresh dead body..but then i dun really feel anything when i saw it..maybe coz of the peaceful nature of the death ma..seemed like he is juz sleeping there..anyway kinda sad environment to be in..to see everyone crying..esp the wife..she fainted in front of me..left me stunned..anyway blessed the family..

today is the 2nd of my three day long break from work...gotta make good use of it..really needed a break from work n Euro...=P

oh yah HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR BROTHER..thou i tink he nv read tiz blog..still wanna wish him happy birthday..

logged ; 9:10 AM

Friday, June 25, 2004


ENGLAND IS OUT!!!!!!!!!

I DEDICATED THIS ENTRY TO ALL ENGLAND FANS...YOUR THREE LIONS R OUT....HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

so happy england is out...they dun deserve to let go thru at all..time n time again..they sit back n defend like a certain team from merseyside..they got caught out by france...swiss and croatia almost did the same thing..if not for rooney's lucky goal and lampard's goal respectively...n still nv learnt...n finally portugal sent them home packing..hahaha..i nv feel they can make it thru e grp stages if not for one guy called rooney...

And now the blaming game begin..fans scolding the Swiss ref idiot..saying he is chicken not to gif Sol Campbell the goal..true..Sol din foul Ricardo..but John Terry did..maybe the fans r blind for that instance i guess..maybe a big bird flew past n they missed it..they blamed everything cept themselves...why dun they blame Sven for his wonderful subsitution..taking scholes and his best player on the pitch, Gerrard, off and putting on the defensive Hargreaves n P.Neville..why dun they dun blame Becks..who find the pitch as slippery as the one in Istanbul..maybe he shd change his boots sponsor...why dun they juz blame themselves for being hum ji throughout the game..if not for portugal weak defence..they wun even make it to the penalties..

c mon la...out mean out la..no need to tok too much..like me...i am italian fan..but i nv complain tt they r out..coz i tink they deserve it...coz i dun tink they played well at all...kinda fustrated with Trap's tactics n management..i think he shd juz quit..his poor team decisions had caused the team to flop miserably..n i nv like Totti anyway..i dun tink he deserve to be Italian wonderkid..he dun deserve it at all..he cannot even smell Roby Baggio's asse..coz he played like a whiner...n i tink Italy shd stop whining..coz i noe they can match anyone if they decide to play n stop whine..

The Sun said England can hold their heads up high..indeed..for a gutless defensive team..to reach quarters..is v good liao loh..well done well done...bunch of cannot-make-it Narcissists..called the Three Lions oso no use...played like our Singapore Lion..at least our Singapore Lion dun play defensive football..hahaha

logged ; 10:46 PM


din blog for few days liao..as per normal..rather tired...everyday is sleep work watch soccer sleep...finally got an off day le!!!~

yest met yan n QQ for dinner..supposedly meeting someone else one..who woke me up from my deep slumber only to c her for less than 30 mins...but nvm..we r buddies..i wun blame u..lOl..

went da jie's hse for sa gathering!!!! watched portugal-england match...shiok..super exciting..thou we all kinda fell asleep in between ( alrite for me is coz of the alcohol, not the match)..but the finale to the match is juz tense and exciting...ENGLAND IS OUT!!!!~ WOOHOO

had fun shouting ard..tink da jie hse v nice place...n she living there alone..so good..i oso wanna try staying out alone one day..

supposed to go sentosa today..but it is raining now...darnz..we so suay..everytime sure got something cropped up when we wanna go sentosa one..diaoz...tink we not fated..these few days so hot..who tot will rain..but it did..darnz.. &*&%$%

-yawns-...like my lifestyle now..tiring..but yet kept my mind free..

logged ; 12:26 PM

Monday, June 21, 2004


sometimes juz feel sucky..watching ur fren so sad..and yet u just dunno wat to do to make her happy..or at least comfort her..i neva been a good buddy..i nv good at cheering up ppl or comfort ppl...but still juz wanna tell u bro..the rest and i will be there for u when u need us..anytime..

remember..everything happens for a reason..u lose something coz something betta is waiting for u out there..

hope time can really cures...

logged ; 1:22 PM

Sunday, June 20, 2004


SHAGGED OUT!!!!~ i am juz so tired...tink i only slept about 7-8 hrs over the last few days...i cannot take it anymore..haha

watched france-croatia game tt night..den went to sleep for 2 hrs before reporting for work..then after work went to weixiong hse to play mahjong and watched soccer...pretty disappointed in italy result again..thou they played much betta...juz feel so god damn disappointed not to get all three points..somehow i juz feel...trappatoni is reason behind such poor performance..his tactical decisions sometimes juz left me baffled...

after mahjong...reached home at 10..bathed n slept till 230..lucky woke up in time for alumni choir..or else fush gonna nag nag n nag..haha..anyway had my first session with the alumni choir..pretty alrite..i feel there is a lot of room for improvement..in a way we need to consolidate the members and then move onto the more detailed plans..currently everyone still pretty shy and not tt open up..prob after few sessions..things can get betta..anyway is a good small step..keep it on ppl..for me..i hope i can be committed to it...in a way i am guilty of a little bit of lack of commitment..will improve..=)

then after choir..tot i can go home n sleep..when my team leader called me and ask me to work ( supposedly i claiming my off )..coz got ppl take MC and they not enuff ppl..SHUCKS...so gotta report to work with only 5 hrs of sleep over past 2 days...die..anyway heck care...told him i gonna be late..haha..had dinner wif fush and den slowly made my way there..anyway lucky fush got car..or else i sure late like siao..lOlz..

worked till this morning..then went to play soccer match with West Niners..cannot get into the game..too tired mentally liao ba..reaction a bit slow..anyway lost 5-2..got my first assist of the season..split the defence with a delicate chip...high wor..but injured my knee later on...now swollen and bruised..damnz...


GONNA SLEEP LE...I CANNOT TAKE IT...NO ONE GONNA WAKE ME UP...NO ONE NO ONE ABSOLUTELY NO ONE...

logged ; 12:08 PM

Friday, June 18, 2004


juz came back from the kopitiam near my hse..watched England-Swiss match with fush, andy and his dad..sian..england won...super sian...anyway seldom watched soccer at kopitiam...the feeling quite different from pubs..not so rowdy...haha..

few nights nv sleep well liao...feeling a bit tired..wondered how i can tahan..haha..later still gotta work..yawnz....

today go sch reg my modules for next sem..wah..like war man..really muz be finger fast..or else the good slots r quickly taken up..lucky i more or less got the timetable i want...now hope i can get the elective i want..applied for Mgt of Sports Organisation..sound interesting..at least in the field of my interests...

shd i go watch france-croatia match later..hmm...anyway hope france can win...-prays-

logged ; 2:20 AM

Tuesday, June 15, 2004


Read an article in Life! today..and i juz feel so amused and repulsive..i think i mentioned to some of people before..regarding a dance performance at VCH last week..where there is a guy scolding a group of Katong Convent girls for being giggly and noisy throughout e performance...

today there is a chunk of comments from the public on the incident..and reading a comment by this DAWN QUEK FROM KATONG CONVENT (yeah..i purposely CAP her name n school)..

" Using the four-letter expletives to chide schoolgirls is utterly disrespectful. To think Singapore wishes to be an arts hub"

HAHA!! utter crap...so she is telling us..failing to keep silence during a performance is not disrespectful...in fact it can help S'pore to strive towards becoming an arts hub..damn..why i alwiz so ignorant..haiz..din noe that....

another point is that i totally agreed with the journalist's view on the amount of hate-mail towards that guy...is juz so alarming...i mean..k probrably the guy could have handled everything in a more appropriate manner..but then i can emphatise with him..many times i guess we all encountered such things..not only in performances..but in cinemas..on the buses..mrts..everywhere...where people juz talking loudly or behaving like there is no one ard him..how irritating that can be..furthermore that guy already acknowledged that he shd not be so vulgar in the first place..juz dun understand why there are still so many ppl like beliveing he is wrong instead..Singapore culture ba i guess..which is a pathetic stuff..

Also..there r many ppl expressing concerns on the psychological effects of the four-lettered expletives on the schoolgirls..i think those people never go on to the streets or living in the world of their own..Nowadays i see even pri sch kids using four lettered word like nobody business..n u r telling me that the schoolgirls will be so scarred pscyhologically after hearing the FUCK word...haha..who noes..maybe the girls themselves say FUCK all the times..C MON GET REAL...oh shit..will i scar u ppl now that i mentioned FUCK three times in my blog...oh shit..i in trouble..dun send ur bills for psychatric treatment to me k?..i broke..

And till date...KATONG CONVENT have not even make any apologetic statement...haha..toking bout role model...no wonder DAWN QUEK think she is damn right...

logged ; 5:20 PM


i cannot believe i had slept for 11+ hours..longest period of sleep for me in recent times..but i felt even more sleepy..haha...

Anyway was disappointed with italy performance last night..they played really shitty...one of the worst performances in Euro 2004 so far..even thou Bulgaria lost 5-0 i tot they played even betta than the Azzurris...hope Azzurris betta buck up man..sian..kinda spoilt my mood, esp when i so happy after France's dramatic win over England.

yest had another long day again..met yiting flo sam n weng for tok cock session after work..din tok alot la..think due to time constraints..haha..anyway is a good one..long time nv c them, cept for yiting..

later gotta work le..yawnz..hope i can catch Holland-Germany game..=P

logged ; 4:27 PM

Sunday, June 13, 2004


long time nv blog le..been go thru times of no day no night style..this is the 3rd night i been stayed up le..haha..tink i becoming more of an owl..anyway din really do much the past few days...din haf tuition as winnie got band pract whole week..so muz wait till next week den can get my pay check..urgh..

as for work..din really do much for the past few days..did mainly proactive stuff like escort, exhibition, ward duty as such..kinda bored man..cept for the night ops by my team on thurs..managed to make a good arrest..quite happy thou really tiring...the feeling of reaping the fruits of ur labour is juz great...

today supposed to go for alumni choir session..our very 1st practice..but in e end overslept n missed it..quite paiseh..hope to make it for the next one..thou i really worried bout my commitment..not sure i can afford the time n energy anot..but willing to gif it a try la...anyway met fush nana soldy n chilli for movie after the choir (for me is my sleep)..watched the Punisher..not worth the money man...ahaha..pretty crappy show..n super violent..the only good bout the show is prob that it kinda truly depicts the revenge nature of mankind..u kill me..i kill u those headless type of killings...anyway DUN WATCH IT guys..unless u r sucker for violence..haha...

euro started liao loh..got our first upset of the tourney...GREECE!!!~ chilli ..told u to eat liao..haha...u put somemore...DIE!!! tink u more suay than me..spain oso nv win handicap...anyway hope later france thrashed england..!!!~i hate england team...bunch of c-m-i narcissists...

sleepy le..but got soccer later..hope i can make it...ADIOS..

logged ; 5:57 AM

Tuesday, June 08, 2004


feeling much better today...after a good sleep..think i was too tired over the past few days...finally i haf my off day le..so glad..had a long night..hit my record number of messages..guess that was my retribution for keep hao-lianing tt i am so free..anyway last night encountered 2 more super uncooperative and "XL" members of public..wondering why spore got so many such ppl..anyway had a good laugh with my colleagues over it...toopid asses...

tomolo is another off day..dunno wat to do..think sleep again ba..very fast a month of holiday had passed me by le..yet i like nv really go out n play or meet my frens..feel like not so holiday after all..hope can really meet up with frens and go out enjoy one of these days..anyway juz glad to be away from all the books..

later going to play street soccer with my colleagues..long time nv play soccer le..leg itchy liao man..


logged ; 7:37 PM

Sunday, June 06, 2004


tired..tired...tired...

had a super long n tiring weekend...worked for more than 12 hrs each day..yawnz..feel like going to haf a good sleep..but tonight got soccer to watch..hmmm..

was doing road block yest..when i stopped this black n big MPV..had a the following convesation with him...

Me: Hi Sir
Idiot: What u ppl doing?
Me: Oh..we are doing a security check sir..
Idiot: I noe..but why u ppl choose my car..
Me: Oh coz we got instructions passed down to check cars and yours fall under our categories
Idiot: Wat? Do you know wat kind of car is this anot? U ppl make make tiz fast i tell you...
Then show me the blackiest face on earth...

Really wanna laugh at such ppl...damn bloody moronic..feel like telling him "Sir, pardon my ignorance..i din noe rich ppl driving big cars cannot be checked by police...pls forgive me...i not as knowledgable as you.."

Sometimes i wonder why got such moronic askin moronic qns..tink they got big cars they cannot be checked..kaoz...they think they r damn fucking great..unfortunately..his car is one of the more cannot-make-it types i saw yesterday...SO DIG THAT SUCKA....kaopeh so much oso kena checked by me..hahaha I dun gif a hoot bout wat car u driving...I STILL WANNA CHECK YOU..SUCKA..

i am damn tired man...lucky today not v siong..haiz..last night kena pissed off by some stuff..really tired of it man..alwiz happen one..sometimes juz dun understand why it only happens in this team...n not my other teams..

wanna zzzz....tomolo yilin having her driving test..if i remember correctly...pray for her peepz...

logged ; 10:02 PM

Friday, June 04, 2004


slept for only bout 5 hrs only..suddenly got awaken up..although i still feeling v tired..muz be some asshole keep msn msn msn...den woke me up..=x

last night shift was pretty taxing..thou only got one case..it was super duper long..makan my rest time somemore...anyway v sian..tomolo cannot join the guys for the JB trip le..was about to let DTL sign my permit yest..when he saw me and say "Ah Leck ah..sat right..i need to you replace Lee for the IISS.." So..there goes my plans for the weekend..i haben even show him my permit..haizz...2nd time missed the outing with the guys le..last week is the ubin..now is this..then sunday gotta miss my soccer match..coz on morning shif...all my three teams r playing n yet i cannot even play one..urgh..sux..

later gotta go tuition le..hmm..soon will be getting pay..looking forward to that..then i can clear most of my debts..dun really like the feeling in debt..like cursing urself liddat...sleepy sleepy sleepy...

found out i'm been doing something which i nv realised..maybe i juz a bit too ... .... watever..dunno the term..hmm..think i betta check my behaviour liao loh...paiseh to anyone who been affected..

logged ; 4:06 PM

Tuesday, June 01, 2004


I AM BACK......finally....

in case if anyone wonder why i din post anything recently..is coz my PC is screwed up...dunno why..cannot establish any connection with Internet...tot modem spoilt...but today bring down to Starhub and the guy told me the modem is fine...-_-"...damn fed up..the guy suggested i reformat my PC...shucks..meant i may lost all mp3s....

anyway was actually prepared to reformat my PC..i found a book call "Owner's Manual"...so since i so bored..read it up anyway...n came across a "System Restore" chapter...realised that it may save my PC...and yeah...i am back!!~...lucky no need reformat...

sux man...life w/o internet simply SHUCKS..bored bored bored...

i ate more..
i slept more...
i slacked more..
i become TV addict..
i become even betta at C, FIFA 2004, NBA 2004.
i become fatter (okie..this is being crap..nvm..)
i missed my frens more...
i felt isolated...

which led me to an conclusion....I AM AN INTERNET ADDICT..hohoho...welcome to the age of technology...

anyway past few days din do much..watched shrek 2..very nice n funny movie..haha..shd watch if u r bored...met up wif jenn n yan too...jenn..muz be strong k?..

anyway juz wanna say .....


I AM BACK...!!!!!!!!!!!

logged ; 9:24 PM

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