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Thursday, September 30, 2004


today lost badly in the futsal league...kena whacked 6-0..by the supposedly weakest team in the league...damn..i dunno wat went wrong la....i tot we can at least haf a good fight wif them...maybe due to alot of factors la...the wet floor..the fact no defenders came today n some of the forwards gotta play defence...blah blah blah...

juz felt so demoralised..cannot believe i let in so many goals..prob i shd haf done betta..after i am supposed be e leader of team....haiz...disappointed wif myself..sometimes i juz dunno how lift my team..how to make dem play betta..how to improve our game..i am really running out of ideas...and i guess i not charismatic enuff..my skills not tt good oso..haiz....

tomolo another game..vs hall 7....gonna be a tough match i tink..judging from their performances...determined not to be thrashed again...at least i hope so..

haiz...

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Wednesday, September 29, 2004


today was pretty nuah again..haha..slept till 1pm...shiok...did nothing much....cept for the futsal match..today's match was much betta than the prev one..today the team played quite well n hard..can see their desire to win....n we won 1-0 yohoo..first win in 2 yrs..oh shucks tt sound quite pathetic ah..lOl..but i dun care...n tonight results went quite in our favour too...which mean we haf a good chance of going to semis..next 2 games gonna be crucial...

went to watch New Police Story with tubbie paul chengwei and ang...pretty nice...quite funny too..haha..esp nicholas tze and jackie chan...and charlie young is still so chio...-drools-

十五的月亮
圆又亮
你在思念吗


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Tuesday, September 28, 2004


had a pretty zo bo weekend...hmm decided to let myself nuah for a few days after a tiring week...my injuries are more or less healed liao..good good...n tomolo i shall be ready for the futsal match...

looking ahead...i still got quite abit of stuff undone..haiz..tiring days are coming wave after wave....

realised few of the ppl ard me are getting into accidents..hmm..drive carefully wohx ppl...today came across an email from WSC...regarding some mongolian expedition and an university exchange camp..wondering shd i go join...maybe QQ n yan are right..i shd really go join some activities..den i wun be so 无所事事 ... tomolo go ask the ntu ppl..see who r interested.....

tomolo is mid autumn day wor...rem last time during sec sch..we will alwiz hang ard at the canal on mid autumn festival..playing wif fire and lanterns...quite nice ah...tomolo who shd i admire the moon wif? =)

oh ya..my korean classmate in sociology class today mentioned...mid autumn festival is actually a holiday in korea..n they have rice cakes instead..interesting..






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Saturday, September 25, 2004


in sch comp lab rite now...mugging for my maths test later...cannot believe woke up at 8 n come sch to mug...thou i tink i will stil fail one....hahahaa....yest signal quiz was a nightmare....i mixed up one component of e formula..n tatah!!~ i got my quiz all wrong..haiz..sian...alwiz like tt...i tink i juz betta buck up more consistently bahx...

weekend...n i in sch mugging...wtf...

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Thursday, September 23, 2004


wat a day....had an energy draining day man....first woke up today with a running nose...n i hate to be down wif running nose...make me super sian n no mood for rest of e day....today i actually in sch by 830am..so proud of myself...been a long time since i come sch in morning...

today lab was simply horrendous...i duno wat e hell i was doing loh..i was like a passenger throughout the experiment..my lab mate was doing all e analysis...the worse thing is that i have to submit a formal report for this lab loh...die liao...headache headache..

din go to the algo tutorial after lab...feeling super drowsy..had lunch with the meteor zoo..long time nv lunch with e whole gang le...went to lib 2 after lunch...slept for a while after taking panadol....studied a bit..n then....I AM READY TO PLAY SOCCER!!~

today was the final of the EEE Bryan Lee Cup...so excited...my first final in NTU...things will be better if i not down with the flu..lucky e panadol helped abit...but juz when i tot things cannot get worse..it certainly did....into the first 5 minutes of the final and i got injured..darn...collided with their striker in an one-to-one situation....n next thing i knew i was spitting blood...can felt my cheek swelling up and the delicate tear of my lower lips...first thing i did was to check were my teeth intact..i cannot afford another loss of tooth..lucky they were all safe n sound..=) however felt sharp pain throughout the face....but still managed to able n continue the game after some icing treatment...we scored first thru a goal by johnson i tink...kinda scrappy...but then the opp equalised later on...looping shot from midfield...damn..shd haf saved tt one...haiz...got a touch to the ball...but not strong enuff...i knew i could save one...juz a moment of lack of concentration..haiz..why i alwiz make such mistakes...grrr...lucky lyndon scored in the 2nd half....n we won 2-1..the team fought v hard today....n man..the feeling of champions..shiok...worth all my pain sweet n blood...

saw doc..doc said nvm...will heal by itself...gave me 2 lotions n charged me $25 damnz...n i cannot eat now...hurts man..sian....maybe time for me to be on diet oso..=) oh..got a day's MC...but...tml got test....so got mc oso no use..muz go sch...haiz...

sian..need to study for test..

logged ; 9:42 PM

Sunday, September 19, 2004


choir was pretty alright yesterday..thou got quite a few was late but then we still managed to keep to our planned schedule..managed to learnt 4 out of the 5 scheduled songs...Takeda Lullaby seemed a bit harder but i guess it still manageable...we juz gotta buck up a bit next week...

went n watched Choir Boys with fush soldy zhengjia nana and zhengjie after choir..quite a nice movie..and man the leading boy sure haf a great voice loh...his voice can melt hearts one...thou i dun really enjoy the ending..kinda abrupt..but overall still worth the money....

last day of holz...tomolo gotta start sch liao...nightmare week is approaching.....

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Saturday, September 18, 2004


celebrated flo's bdae last night...got me weng yan flo ting cuiqing junling and shuhui..super long time nv c these ppl liao..i realised we r getting less n less chances to c each other as before...but still once in a while such gatherings are great...we tok bout our sec sch lives...esp the BGR stuff..haha..realised my batch r/s abit "luan" haha...lucky i was nv really part of it...thou it was in sec sch where an experience had changed me..my outlook...totally...however looking back at sec sch lives...i am so thankful for all e frens tt i made...frens who alwiz stood by me..frens who i still alwiz keep in contact now..after so many yrs...tink tat's the uniqueness of CSS bahx...we noe each other pretty good...

Parents....how can we really communicate with them? somehow i having probs at times with my parents...not on same frequency i guess...haiz....sometimes i do dread going home..n face all the senseless nagging....i juz wanna peaceful moments..and my own space..

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Friday, September 17, 2004


yawns..

just woke up....still feeling kinda tired...n hungry....

last night had BBQ gathering with the SA gang at rap's place..is really great to have such gathering once in a while...just eat, sit ard and crap...shiok....the food was not bad..got seafood thou we still cannot finish the 100 chicken wings..haha tink we ppl really hate chicken wings...

after the BBQ..went to limbang to play "night soccer", super fun and cock..xiang sheng oso joined us from NTU...playing soccer in the dark with a GREY soccer bal is no joke lohzl....but somehow we seemed to play betta tiz way ...maybe next time i shall org our soccer match to b played like tt..then we can finally win..haha....was really shiok playing wif the sa gang...thou the night-blindness claimed a few casualities..hohoho...

after tt went to Yew Tee for drinks at 7-11..along e way was cracked up by paul's holland-ness...hahaha..i had found the male version of Ivy...lOlz....i juz cannot stop laughing throughout the journey to Yew Tee...

later me, xiang sheng, peter, rap and paul went to ang's hse..played Mj whole night...sian..lost $$$ urgh....playing under ang is a torture lohz....super italia tactics...kaOz....

urgh HOLIDAYS ARE COMING TO AN END!!!!!!!!!!!

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Thursday, September 16, 2004


had a fuifilling day....played in the EEE Bryan Lee's Cup..was actually expecting to lose as this team was only newly formed ..the team only gotta noe each other just before the match and we dun even noe most of teammates' names...but still we won!!~ wat a match..from 2-0 down to 3-2 up only to let them equalise in the last min of the game..played extra time and weng scored in the final min of the game...n WE WON..haha shiok man...i saw a great team today...players who ran n ran their hearts out...thou i din run much ( i played keeper) but then it was a great game...we beat the defending champs...against all odds..lOlz...shiok and we r in the final for next week...ooooo...my first ever final in NTU...i must win!!!~

went to suntec after game..met eileen weijie pearlyn giap....nice to c eileen n pearlyn..cannot even rem when the last time i saw them....but they are still the same old selves... actually wanted to join them at sentosa..but the bad turnout and weather shifted our class gathering to indoors....watched Dodgeball, super crappy show..haha..full of lame jokes...oh yah the bad guy in the movie reminded me of chilli..esp his childlike antics..lOlz....

i tot n kinda regretted bout wat i said to my fren last night...i dunno whether had i hurt her anot...haiz...really regretted...

like quite long nv sing song le...kinda missed choir..i nv tot i will miss choir..but then i do now...hmm....guess the effect of it playing in my empty life....


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Wednesday, September 15, 2004


time: 4.45am

so arsenal had won...yeah..milan too.....steady bom bi bi...thou not impressive but still impt to win first game...

earlier on..was listening to my blog song...as a fren told me about another side of her ....

actually in life, in a relationship...wat's right and wat's wrong? can we really draw a clear line....in love..is there such thing call fair? i tink my comments were harsh...hope they dun hurt my fren...watever the case.....i love my fren and i will support her no matter wat...=)

long day ahead....shd i sleep????










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Monday, September 13, 2004


slept for 10+ hrs...juz woke up...man dunno why recently once i got to sleep..i haf diffculty waking up....will sleep n sleep n sleep...which i dun like...tt why i tink sleeping is a waste of my time..if only i can sleep for juz 4 hrs n be energtic...

so today marks the start of my holz...WO YAO YONG GONG DE DU SHU....

someone pls kick my butt....


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Sunday, September 12, 2004


sleepy sleepy......

juz slept for 2 hrs before got awaken by my capt...630am...diao..tiz is worse than sch....anyway worth the effort...coz we won today...2-0..yohoo...i played keeper today..a bit slack..haha..my first clean sheet man...thou i only made juz one save..but still is my CLEAN SHEET..yesh...!!!

last night met evelyn song zhengjie nana n yingting for movie..planned to watch the Choir Boys...but the shows for the night are all sold out...kao...cannot believe it...Sporeans so interested in foreign films meh? anyway we managed to catch one ulu show called "Man on Fire"...initially was like quite pessismistic bout the quality of e show..coz the title seem so lame...but in e end..i enjoyed e movie alot...i tink is a nice show loh...thou a bit long....kinda emotional too..went to mache with e rest after movie..fush joined us too...ate crapped...for a while before the staff chased us home...hmm...another outing which let me understand the choir ppl a bit more.....

i tink i shd juz shaddup these days...things i said like make some ppl unhappy oso..dunno la..maybe i juz not good at talking...hai

I MUST STUDY I MUST STUDY I MUST STUDY I MUST STUDY....
I MUST LOSE WEIGHT I MUST LOSE WEIGHT I MUST LOSE WEIGHT....



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Saturday, September 11, 2004


darnz...another week flew past juz like tt...seem like i din do much tiz week...urgh..2 weeks to mid term liao..sian....the only positive thing is prob holidays are here...haha..but really muz make sure i catch up the modules liao..if not i peng san.....

cannot believe i now surviving on 3 hrs of sleep....cannot sleep last night..keep tossing left right up down in e bed..end up dulan..go cook maggi mee n play my CM...lolz....slept only at 6am..n woke up at 9am...man...am i GOD...

oh me n chilli n zhenjia n hua chen n joyce are the logs team for e concert..let's do a good job dudes...best sub comm ever....

gonna miss the choir outing today i guess...EPL proves to be too irresistable..=)

logged ; 11:26 AM

Thursday, September 09, 2004


finally the blogger is up n running again...n i post my blog...but then..kinda tired to write anything too....

yest was a fruitful day...i guess....thou i was quite disappointed with the street soccer loss....5-0!~...i beri long nv lost like tt le...n i kinda disappointed with the team..but then hope we can buck n do well in the next match....glad my fever din worsen after e game...

after e match rushed to soldy hse for choir gathering...v warm n homely feeling oh..suddenly i kinda feel happy in this choir...initially the choir seem kinda disorganised...but now everything is slowly falling in place le...which is great...tink the way things come out smoothly in the alumni dinner gave the choir a boost...n hope we can do even betta in the coming concert..much of e details prob ironed out le....tink gonna required lotsa commitment thou..let hope we can do it man....

urgh....haben zzz yet...later got lab...freak....

actually i wanna complain bout the media treatment of spore soccer again...but then i too tired to write on...tomolo den complain la....

sometimes life can be really dark n lonely...guess i juz gotta get up n walk on bravely..


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Monday, September 06, 2004


I SUX...

logged ; 11:28 PM


So the alumni choir had our very first performance last night...at the Alumni Gala Dinner..went on pretty smoothly oh...definitely not our best..but then i tink all of us did a good job loh..still got flowers for the girls..ahaha..had lots of fun tt evening..laughing crapping with the choir...thou i din eat much...down wif flu whole nite...shucks..if not i tink i will enjoy e evening even more..oh and i saw some former teachers n frens like Tricia Meiyun and Mag...great to c dem.....and THE SCHOOL DRINK STALL UNCLE STILL REMEMBER ME!!!~ muahaha...so stunned when he said hi to me and chilli....sometimes tt kind of feeling really cool ahz...feel like a big family...the times we spent together in css...

hope this choir can stay on together...let's now work towards our concert......

flu flu flu...so no sch sch sch...

logged ; 10:53 AM

Wednesday, September 01, 2004


tired...din go sch today...too tired...stayed at home n study for my algo quiz..but....i still cannot understand all..sian...

went to my police kakis' chalet last night..really great to c them all again....had lots of fun crapping..eating...and playing cards...aloha chalets really not bad wohx..maybe we can consider there for our next igualan outing? thou we will most prob need at least a car to travel ard...

anyway on my way to the chalet...the mrt train i was on encountered an accident...knocked down someone...a lady i tink.. super suay i guess...i oso dunno wat to feel at first...kinda numb to it oso...dunno shd i be shocked sad surprised or fustrated....juz cannot believe it to be the 2nd incident in juz a day...initially i tot juz technical fault...but when i alighted n saw SCDF officers ard..i noe surely something bad occured liao....soon the place was flooded with onlookers, SCDF, SMRT and SPF personnel...damn crowded..and poor me...stuck there and tinking how to get to pasir ris..finally managed to get there in 2 hrs' time...sianz...dunno why recently got so many such accidents....eeee....tink tiz month muz b careful...




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