Friday, August 19, 2005
tired...just woke up from a short sleep. Was awaken by Dad last night at 4am..apparently he got internal bleeding in his throat. Sent him to NUH and spent a few hrs waiting for the ENT specialist to come down to hospital. In the end, i stayed at NUH till noon...lucky it is nothing serious, juz an inflammation from previous surgery. But is damn gross...seeing the blood and blood clots vomitted by him. yucks..
As a result, din went sch today, which is nothing big. But today i got evaluation for my lab and i dunno whether my prof gonna accept my reason. If not, i oso LL..zero for that lab project...not as if i nv clashed with prof before..
oh so the superstars results r out...disappointed that my fav, xinhui, din make it to the grand finals. Guess everyone is shocked by the resultd of the male category. Like my bro said, it is the biggest upset in the whole series of Superstar. Just proved one thing - talent alone wun get you far, you need a good network of contacts and PR relations too. Think that applies to many things we do in our lives. 人缘 is always a key element. But then...who can guarantee that the results are truly decided by the audience poll....=)
sometimes i wonder...issit becos i'm asking too much...or issit becos i fail to realise that ppl do have different sets of priorities. i reallyi dunno...was really disappointed with some incidents. In fact, even i got known of the incidents, i was thrown into a confused state of emotions. i dun really what i am feeling...but i'm sure disappointment is definitely one of them.
logged ; 4:22 PM
Monday, August 08, 2005
Slacking my day @ home....in the midst of a long weekend..feeling bored yet no energy to do anything too..
Weekend was a hectic one...As usual had choir practice on Sat...alrite..din really have any practice...cos i went to attend the alumni meeting...Wasn't pretty pleased as most of the choir members were late...and the number of ppl coming in late is getting more by every week...addressed the choir on the issue after practice..i always hate to do such stuff cos i dowan to dampen the morale in the choir yet sometimes i juz feel the need to do so..hope ppl will listen lah...
Went to yilin birthday party after choir...Din noe that her extended family is so big loh..we got outnumbered by her relatives...haha..anyway overall the party was pretty good..crapped with the rest, played a bit of mj n cycled a bit..oh yah...zhenjia found his "mermaid"...haha..n yea..i tink she is quite cute too...jia you zhenjia..HAHA
Slept a bit at the chalet before going down to Clementi stadium for my Referee fitness test despite many asking mi not go..cos i gonna fail anyway..but i just dun like to quit w/o trying..even if i was to fail..i wanna fail in action..In the end as expected by many...i failed the test...ran only 2.25km instead of the minimum of 2.5km...felt very disappointed after the run..i dunno why..i juz feel down...and sat at the gallery, watching those who passed taking the 2nd part of the test. Yea..i expect not to do well cos i know that thou i improved my stamina a bit over the weeks, my speed has not improved at all...and i guess that showed throughout the run...i cannot open up and stride fast enough..but seriously i felt i may be able to just meet the required mark..but ya..i din in the end..serves me right...
Anyway i was told that there will be a retest - an unexpected gift cos they nv mention anything bout a retest in the course. Gonna whack for it liao la..my last chance
logged ; 5:31 PM
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
i saw a fren cried
a fren who gave so much
yet got so little
yet all i can do
is to lend a ear to listen
and nothing else
i hope
things will improve
that the coming days will be brighter
yet when is time to let go
i hope she can do so
舍不得是个理由
但别让它成为一个借口
logged ; 12:07 AM
Friday, August 19, 2005
tired...just woke up from a short sleep. Was awaken by Dad last night at 4am..apparently he got internal bleeding in his throat. Sent him to NUH and spent a few hrs waiting for the ENT specialist to come down to hospital. In the end, i stayed at NUH till noon...lucky it is nothing serious, juz an inflammation from previous surgery. But is damn gross...seeing the blood and blood clots vomitted by him. yucks..
As a result, din went sch today, which is nothing big. But today i got evaluation for my lab and i dunno whether my prof gonna accept my reason. If not, i oso LL..zero for that lab project...not as if i nv clashed with prof before..
oh so the superstars results r out...disappointed that my fav, xinhui, din make it to the grand finals. Guess everyone is shocked by the resultd of the male category. Like my bro said, it is the biggest upset in the whole series of Superstar. Just proved one thing - talent alone wun get you far, you need a good network of contacts and PR relations too. Think that applies to many things we do in our lives. 人缘 is always a key element. But then...who can guarantee that the results are truly decided by the audience poll....=)
sometimes i wonder...issit becos i'm asking too much...or issit becos i fail to realise that ppl do have different sets of priorities. i reallyi dunno...was really disappointed with some incidents. In fact, even i got known of the incidents, i was thrown into a confused state of emotions. i dun really what i am feeling...but i'm sure disappointment is definitely one of them.
logged ; 4:22 PM
Monday, August 08, 2005
Slacking my day @ home....in the midst of a long weekend..feeling bored yet no energy to do anything too..
Weekend was a hectic one...As usual had choir practice on Sat...alrite..din really have any practice...cos i went to attend the alumni meeting...Wasn't pretty pleased as most of the choir members were late...and the number of ppl coming in late is getting more by every week...addressed the choir on the issue after practice..i always hate to do such stuff cos i dowan to dampen the morale in the choir yet sometimes i juz feel the need to do so..hope ppl will listen lah...
Went to yilin birthday party after choir...Din noe that her extended family is so big loh..we got outnumbered by her relatives...haha..anyway overall the party was pretty good..crapped with the rest, played a bit of mj n cycled a bit..oh yah...zhenjia found his "mermaid"...haha..n yea..i tink she is quite cute too...jia you zhenjia..HAHA
Slept a bit at the chalet before going down to Clementi stadium for my Referee fitness test despite many asking mi not go..cos i gonna fail anyway..but i just dun like to quit w/o trying..even if i was to fail..i wanna fail in action..In the end as expected by many...i failed the test...ran only 2.25km instead of the minimum of 2.5km...felt very disappointed after the run..i dunno why..i juz feel down...and sat at the gallery, watching those who passed taking the 2nd part of the test. Yea..i expect not to do well cos i know that thou i improved my stamina a bit over the weeks, my speed has not improved at all...and i guess that showed throughout the run...i cannot open up and stride fast enough..but seriously i felt i may be able to just meet the required mark..but ya..i din in the end..serves me right...
Anyway i was told that there will be a retest - an unexpected gift cos they nv mention anything bout a retest in the course. Gonna whack for it liao la..my last chance
logged ; 5:31 PM
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
i saw a fren cried
a fren who gave so much
yet got so little
yet all i can do
is to lend a ear to listen
and nothing else
i hope
things will improve
that the coming days will be brighter
yet when is time to let go
i hope she can do so
舍不得是个理由
但别让它成为一个借口
logged ; 12:07 AM
