Sunday, July 31, 2005
darnz..woke up with an aching body....super tired...
played at StWilfred's field yesterday....had a really good workout...enjoyed the match even thou we lost 4-1, with the opponents scoring 3 in the last 3 minutes. Guess we juz lost the focus after conceding the 2nd goal. But overall was a really good flowing game, thou it was super tiring..The field was not as good as i expected. The pitch was kinda waterlogged as it started to pour halfway in our game. However it felt so different playing on artificial turf, the ball can be played betta and it is easier to run about....if only st Wilfred has a drainage system.
Choir was good yesterday. Started on the bach piece. Had a tough time remembering the melody. This song is super unfriendly to me cos it kinda hard to memo the tunes and melodies...urgh...sianz...hopefully it wun be a killer...we r 1/5 thru with piece..haha
Went dinner with shujun becca jiajia and yien after dinner, while waiting for zhengjie and song from their consort. Watched 7 swords after tt, long movie - 2.5 hrs i think. Overall it is reasonably good, thou it dun really worth the 10 bucks lah. Come to think of it, no movie really worth 10 bucks. Damn the cinema companies for the hike. Although i got confused with the characters in the beginning, the fighting choreography was pretty unique.
tired..rarely i can slack at home at this hour on sunday....feel so wonderful..maybe shd juz sleep through the day....shiok
logged ; 10:53 AM
Friday, July 29, 2005
today is kinda interesting...had several thoughts
Sad to say, i'm still clueless about my future. "what i gonna do after i graduate, what is my preferred career path, wat are my dreams, what i hope to achieve..." At an age of 23, i shd really at least developed some general ideas...but when i look at myself in the mirror, i see a confused figure - someone who lack a direction in my life, sometimes who may not even have a dream. i often said tt i regretted alot about many things in my life over the past 23 yrs, but yet i still unable to focus myself and go about making my life more purposeful. i always admire ppl with powerful drive and goals in their lives, cos i tink they r in control of their own life choices and paths. Whereas i'm still trying to search for mine. Hopefully i can find them soon...
Friends. i mentioned before tt sometimes i feel that i simply just cannot break into some ppl's circle of life. i guess i have to realise that a friendship is built on the efforts of two parties as well as the "chemistry" factor. You may feel good about someone, wish to build a solid friendship, hoping to know him/her betta. But if your efforts are not reciprocated, it can really be one hell of a mission impossible. Friendship is all about chemistry and common grounds. You can neva be everybody's friend. I admit sometime i do really get affected by it, especially when u c ppl clicking so well together around u. i'm not someone with a big heart, i'm juz a selfish idiot. guess i just have to try and learn to accept this facet of life.
come across this song in Superstars....and i fell in love with it...dunno this song juz keep ringing on in my mind....
白键是那一年海对沙滩浪花的缱绻
黑键是和你多日不见
弹指间 海岸线 你的泪 我的眼
模糊 天边
每个人心中都有架钢琴尘封在回忆 任凭我只是你的插曲
时间偶尔提起 钢琴偶尔哭泣
那些 零乱 片段
如果爱还能再重来 我期待澎湃永远在
oh 每次 琴盖打开 便有歌来自大海
如果爱已不存在 我希望有一段精彩 让回忆有所感慨
白键是现在我哀悼 昨天成全你改变 黑键是原谅我的原谅
好想再 弹一遍
手指却 只听见 你的 道歉
如果爱还能再重来 我期待澎湃永远在
oh 每次 琴盖打开 便有歌来自大海
如果爱已不存在 我希望有一段精彩 让回忆有所感慨
如果爱已不存在 我希望有一段精彩 让回忆有所感慨
logged ; 1:31 AM
Friday, July 22, 2005
Alright..since my holidays is coming to an end and i got nothing betta to do now...i shall post some fotos of my holidays.....ENJOY....
FUSH'S BIRTHDAY DINNER AT SAMAR....
Song, the great photographer
Fush and Peixin
Nana and QQ
And Of cOs...ME!! (cool photo rite?)
the group
trying to be funny....
the poor man
the "lucky" man
The Girls
This looks cool....
SAM'S BDAE AT LAO DI FANG....
the place...
the guys...( ang was LATE) haha
the ladies...
the gang...
the same gang....
the cake...
and not forgetting...the main man....(he's really a man..not auntie)
CSS ALUMNI CHALET...
coolest pic of all....
the photo guru with his chao recruit...
in case u dunno..this is a photo of the rainbow...
COMMON.VOICES 1st ANNIVERSARY CHALET AND DINNER
the cycling army
cv in chalet...
zhengjie the SNAG.. (special thanx to song for the special effects)
legend with his "dog"
the happy legend with his balls
last....the dinner.....
-THE END-
logged ; 2:25 AM
Sunday, July 17, 2005
wonder if medicine does make people more depressed...
recently feeling kinda isolated from the rest of the world. Maybe is because i've been spending bulk of my holidays basically on my own. Basically is school, work, tuition, home...barring the occasional gatherings. Somehow when i look around me, i got a feeling that i am in an isolated world of my own. Everybody is too occupied with their own worlds. Even when you try and want to share the happenings with the people around you, most prob everyone is too busy for it. is this part of growing up, where people become more and more isolated from each other, preoccupying in the worlds of their own.....
sometimes i juz wanna share the ups and downs of my everyday life with someone, juz someone to talk to...
i tink i spouting too much nonsense again...must be the medicine at work again..must be....
logged ; 8:47 PM
Thursday, July 14, 2005
been ages since i last blogged...guess the blogging bug is dying within me.
going through a pretty hectic period; work, tuition, referee course, choir blah blah blah...feeling really tired but i guess it've been pretty fulfilling. Pretty worried abt my referee course, fitness test is on 7 aug and i yet to begin training. dead...
lonely benjing...我的世界在哪里？
logged ; 10:58 PM
Sunday, July 31, 2005
darnz..woke up with an aching body....super tired...
played at StWilfred's field yesterday....had a really good workout...enjoyed the match even thou we lost 4-1, with the opponents scoring 3 in the last 3 minutes. Guess we juz lost the focus after conceding the 2nd goal. But overall was a really good flowing game, thou it was super tiring..The field was not as good as i expected. The pitch was kinda waterlogged as it started to pour halfway in our game. However it felt so different playing on artificial turf, the ball can be played betta and it is easier to run about....if only st Wilfred has a drainage system.
Choir was good yesterday. Started on the bach piece. Had a tough time remembering the melody. This song is super unfriendly to me cos it kinda hard to memo the tunes and melodies...urgh...sianz...hopefully it wun be a killer...we r 1/5 thru with piece..haha
Went dinner with shujun becca jiajia and yien after dinner, while waiting for zhengjie and song from their consort. Watched 7 swords after tt, long movie - 2.5 hrs i think. Overall it is reasonably good, thou it dun really worth the 10 bucks lah. Come to think of it, no movie really worth 10 bucks. Damn the cinema companies for the hike. Although i got confused with the characters in the beginning, the fighting choreography was pretty unique.
tired..rarely i can slack at home at this hour on sunday....feel so wonderful..maybe shd juz sleep through the day....shiok
logged ; 10:53 AM
Friday, July 29, 2005
today is kinda interesting...had several thoughts
Sad to say, i'm still clueless about my future. "what i gonna do after i graduate, what is my preferred career path, wat are my dreams, what i hope to achieve..." At an age of 23, i shd really at least developed some general ideas...but when i look at myself in the mirror, i see a confused figure - someone who lack a direction in my life, sometimes who may not even have a dream. i often said tt i regretted alot about many things in my life over the past 23 yrs, but yet i still unable to focus myself and go about making my life more purposeful. i always admire ppl with powerful drive and goals in their lives, cos i tink they r in control of their own life choices and paths. Whereas i'm still trying to search for mine. Hopefully i can find them soon...
Friends. i mentioned before tt sometimes i feel that i simply just cannot break into some ppl's circle of life. i guess i have to realise that a friendship is built on the efforts of two parties as well as the "chemistry" factor. You may feel good about someone, wish to build a solid friendship, hoping to know him/her betta. But if your efforts are not reciprocated, it can really be one hell of a mission impossible. Friendship is all about chemistry and common grounds. You can neva be everybody's friend. I admit sometime i do really get affected by it, especially when u c ppl clicking so well together around u. i'm not someone with a big heart, i'm juz a selfish idiot. guess i just have to try and learn to accept this facet of life.
come across this song in Superstars....and i fell in love with it...dunno this song juz keep ringing on in my mind....
白键是那一年海对沙滩浪花的缱绻
黑键是和你多日不见
弹指间 海岸线 你的泪 我的眼
模糊 天边
每个人心中都有架钢琴尘封在回忆 任凭我只是你的插曲
时间偶尔提起 钢琴偶尔哭泣
那些 零乱 片段
如果爱还能再重来 我期待澎湃永远在
oh 每次 琴盖打开 便有歌来自大海
如果爱已不存在 我希望有一段精彩 让回忆有所感慨
白键是现在我哀悼 昨天成全你改变 黑键是原谅我的原谅
好想再 弹一遍
手指却 只听见 你的 道歉
如果爱还能再重来 我期待澎湃永远在
oh 每次 琴盖打开 便有歌来自大海
如果爱已不存在 我希望有一段精彩 让回忆有所感慨
如果爱已不存在 我希望有一段精彩 让回忆有所感慨
logged ; 1:31 AM
Friday, July 22, 2005
Alright..since my holidays is coming to an end and i got nothing betta to do now...i shall post some fotos of my holidays.....ENJOY....
FUSH'S BIRTHDAY DINNER AT SAMAR....
Song, the great photographer
Fush and Peixin
Nana and QQ
And Of cOs...ME!! (cool photo rite?)
the group
trying to be funny....
the poor man
the "lucky" man
The Girls
This looks cool....
SAM'S BDAE AT LAO DI FANG....
the place...
the guys...( ang was LATE) haha
the ladies...
the gang...
the same gang....
the cake...
and not forgetting...the main man....(he's really a man..not auntie)
CSS ALUMNI CHALET...
coolest pic of all....
the photo guru with his chao recruit...
in case u dunno..this is a photo of the rainbow...
COMMON.VOICES 1st ANNIVERSARY CHALET AND DINNER
the cycling army
cv in chalet...
zhengjie the SNAG.. (special thanx to song for the special effects)
legend with his "dog"
the happy legend with his balls
last....the dinner.....
-THE END-
logged ; 2:25 AM
Sunday, July 17, 2005
wonder if medicine does make people more depressed...
recently feeling kinda isolated from the rest of the world. Maybe is because i've been spending bulk of my holidays basically on my own. Basically is school, work, tuition, home...barring the occasional gatherings. Somehow when i look around me, i got a feeling that i am in an isolated world of my own. Everybody is too occupied with their own worlds. Even when you try and want to share the happenings with the people around you, most prob everyone is too busy for it. is this part of growing up, where people become more and more isolated from each other, preoccupying in the worlds of their own.....
sometimes i juz wanna share the ups and downs of my everyday life with someone, juz someone to talk to...
i tink i spouting too much nonsense again...must be the medicine at work again..must be....
logged ; 8:47 PM
Thursday, July 14, 2005
been ages since i last blogged...guess the blogging bug is dying within me.
going through a pretty hectic period; work, tuition, referee course, choir blah blah blah...feeling really tired but i guess it've been pretty fulfilling. Pretty worried abt my referee course, fitness test is on 7 aug and i yet to begin training. dead...
lonely benjing...我的世界在哪里？
logged ; 10:58 PM
Song, the great photographer
Fush and Peixin
Nana and QQ
And Of cOs...ME!! (cool photo rite?)
the group
trying to be funny....
the poor man
the "lucky" man
The Girls
This looks cool....
the place...
the guys...( ang was LATE) haha
the ladies...
the gang...
the same gang....
the cake...
and not forgetting...the main man....(he's really a man..not auntie)
coolest pic of all....
the photo guru with his chao recruit...
in case u dunno..this is a photo of the rainbow...
the cycling army
cv in chalet...
zhengjie the SNAG.. (special thanx to song for the special effects)
legend with his "dog"
the happy legend with his balls
last....the dinner.....