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Sunday, September 24, 2006


上梢的黑月牙
白色的竹篱笆
好想告诉我的她
这里像幅画

去年的圣诞卡
记忆在你的芜杂
画面开始没有她
我还在装傻

说好为我跑挖草
学习摆弄它
学生宿舍空荡荡的角
守着电话却等不到她

心里的雨倾盆的下
也沾不湿她的发
本应该明显跟上的牵挂
那伤心原来没有时差

心里的雨倾盆的下
却始终淋不到她
寒风经过院子里的枝芽
也冷却了我手中的鲜花

Came back from night cycling not long ago. Had a pretty good night but body is aching now. Sore butts, blisters and 1 v stiff and swollen toe.

Was sleeping till I suddenly dreamt of something which sparked a thread of thoughts. Woke up to this song playing on my PC. Was it the song or was it the dream that woke me up?

I made a decision to be indifferent.

logged ; 12:52 PM

Saturday, September 23, 2006


played soccer with the NTU and CSS guys today...was pleasantly surprised at the turnout. 26 people actually came down...piangz...seldom c so many ppl turned up for soccer. Anyway soccer was pretty alrite thou i think i sux..not enjoying the way i used to enjoy.

evening was spoilt by an idiot bus driver. our ball flew over the fence and hit the roof of a private bus parked at the bus stop below. alrite, our bad and so we went to apologise to the driver, and the driver started to kaopeh kaobu..fucking us for kicking the ball over the fence and passed many sarcastic remarks about us, saying we should know better than to kick the ball over the fence and what if we break his window etc etc.
Hello? If i am that good at controlling the soccer ball..i think i will be playing with Ronaldinho liao, and pls if you do not want your precious bus get hit by a ball, then dun park your bus under the a row of basketball and soccer courts, for goodness sake. And IT IS NOT A PARKING LOT in the first place, it is a SBS bus stop bay. ASSHOLE..

You complained us about our lousy attitude, but who is the one who started to bark like a dog? We tried to apologise in a nice way, but you took our politeness for granted. If not for my friends who tried to defuse the situation by letting you ranting at us, i will fuck you upside down. I did not say a word cos I know once I open my mouth, the situation will explode. And I do not want to make things ugly for my friends who were trying their best to settle the whole episode. I was really trying to control myself...and thank god for Raphael and Jackson for being there.
I dunno what happened to me. I used to be v cool in such situation and be the peacekeeper. But recently I get irritated v easily, and thus lost my temper.
Has Benjing gone crazy?

And you, that idiotic moron, I hope you heard my comment about you barking like a dog. I am no angel, but at least I know what is called being reasonable.

logged ; 1:51 AM

Wednesday, September 06, 2006


finally...

after 2 weeks of thinking..i finally remember my password loh..so here i am..

i am back..back in sg for a month already...hmm but this month seem to be such a long period of time. having a rollercoaster of emotions...

ya i'm unhappy but dun ask me why cos i oso dunno why

just leave me alone ba.

logged ; 1:58 AM

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