Wednesday, November 23, 2005
For the second night in a row, it rains at such late hours...such moments make the staying up the entire night worthwhile. Simply a great pleasure to be able to work or relax in such quiet, cool and cosy time. Somehow it just make studying for exams much more enjoyable than it ought to be...
Today did something which i nv expect myself to do during so many years of schooling. But in a way, i have to do it else things wun turn out well. Not that this current situation is good, but i guess it is the best alternative. Lesson learnt, and hopefully not repeated next year.
Just 3 more days, hang on benjing..the long wait is gonna be over. Like what a friend said, I can see the light already. Just give all u have for the last stretch...
logged ; 3:17 AM
Monday, November 21, 2005
in all my 17 years of education, i have neva feel so helpless before...
i simply dun understand every single thing i study...and i am only 17 hrs from my paper....
ya i deserved it for not paying any much concern abt this module..but i just feel low...really low...
logged ; 4:42 PM
Friday, November 18, 2005
my world just turned grey after EE3012 today....
i cannot believe i made so many careless mistakes in this paper..seriously i felt i can do this paper well...but now....
i am just so screwed....
logged ; 6:54 PM
Thursday, November 17, 2005
wow..2 weeks have passed just like that and i can see the finishing line already. 1 more week and I will be free from exams for 1 more year. SHIOK~
took 3 papers already so far, microprocessor and electromagnetics were pretty okie, i suppose. Think I will not fail, hopefully I can get pass my D-syndrome from last sem. Actually if not for careless mistakes, i can actually hope for B. but...sigh...
Socio paper was blurry. Spent only 1 day studying for the paper and I din have a good sleep before the paper. The entire exam was like a daze, dunno what the heck i am writing. 2 40-marks essays - Hand ache. Seriously i think i wrote too much crap and too little analysis. Pray that J Lo will be smoked...
after tomorrow's paper, come the nightmare stretch. 3 papers in 5 days. What way to finish my exams. Actually it is not that scary, but for the fact that I am totally clueless for one of the modules. I seriously contemplating giving it up this sem. I dun wanna spend too much time on it at the expense of the other paper. Cos....this module is a killer. I see ppl spending weeks on it and still dun understand. I dun believe i can do it in 3 days. Anyway shall decide after tomorrow's paper.
Holidays - stop running, i can see you...HAHAHAHA
logged ; 12:26 PM
Saturday, November 05, 2005
it din rain tonight...at least not yet..
the past few nights had been raining, and i simply enjoyed every moment of it....i can only concentrate at late hours, like now. I just simply enjoy the serendity and coldness of the night.
2 more days to go...stress is slowly creeping into me and i start to feeling the heat and anxiety. I cannot afford to fail this semester, and it is getting to my mind every now and then. Sighz... how i wish i can just sleep the life away and dun bother about this and that...yan mentioned that how he wished to go back to our younger days, where there are lesser responsiblities and worries. I wish so too...And it doesn't help that i got an irritating running nose to acc me through the revision. Spent much of last 2 days sleeping and that makes me panicked even more...Am i gonna finish my rev on time.. I fret not..
Met yan jenn sam and QQ for dinner on tues, it has been so long since we got together n haf a decent meal. Thinking back, as 2005 is coming to an end, i realised that igualans only got together in full strength once in the whole year. And that is during our 10th yr anniversary which is on 2nd jan. God..the past whole yr, we nv get together for even a meal again..Sometimes i wonder is this the sign of things to come? And ya..sam chilli n yan..sorrie for the late delivery of presents - i will get them done when my papers r over k? sorrie....
On a side note, I got my application for the China trip scholarship approved. So most prob i wil be going to China in Feb for IA. Strangely, i dun feel too much about it. It came with mixed feelings and now i feel even more stressed. If i screw up my exams this sem, this golden opportunity will fly away....Someone pls pray for me....
logged ; 1:58 AM
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
For the second night in a row, it rains at such late hours...such moments make the staying up the entire night worthwhile. Simply a great pleasure to be able to work or relax in such quiet, cool and cosy time. Somehow it just make studying for exams much more enjoyable than it ought to be...
Today did something which i nv expect myself to do during so many years of schooling. But in a way, i have to do it else things wun turn out well. Not that this current situation is good, but i guess it is the best alternative. Lesson learnt, and hopefully not repeated next year.
Just 3 more days, hang on benjing..the long wait is gonna be over. Like what a friend said, I can see the light already. Just give all u have for the last stretch...
logged ; 3:17 AM
Monday, November 21, 2005
in all my 17 years of education, i have neva feel so helpless before...
i simply dun understand every single thing i study...and i am only 17 hrs from my paper....
ya i deserved it for not paying any much concern abt this module..but i just feel low...really low...
logged ; 4:42 PM
Friday, November 18, 2005
my world just turned grey after EE3012 today....
i cannot believe i made so many careless mistakes in this paper..seriously i felt i can do this paper well...but now....
i am just so screwed....
logged ; 6:54 PM
Thursday, November 17, 2005
wow..2 weeks have passed just like that and i can see the finishing line already. 1 more week and I will be free from exams for 1 more year. SHIOK~
took 3 papers already so far, microprocessor and electromagnetics were pretty okie, i suppose. Think I will not fail, hopefully I can get pass my D-syndrome from last sem. Actually if not for careless mistakes, i can actually hope for B. but...sigh...
Socio paper was blurry. Spent only 1 day studying for the paper and I din have a good sleep before the paper. The entire exam was like a daze, dunno what the heck i am writing. 2 40-marks essays - Hand ache. Seriously i think i wrote too much crap and too little analysis. Pray that J Lo will be smoked...
after tomorrow's paper, come the nightmare stretch. 3 papers in 5 days. What way to finish my exams. Actually it is not that scary, but for the fact that I am totally clueless for one of the modules. I seriously contemplating giving it up this sem. I dun wanna spend too much time on it at the expense of the other paper. Cos....this module is a killer. I see ppl spending weeks on it and still dun understand. I dun believe i can do it in 3 days. Anyway shall decide after tomorrow's paper.
Holidays - stop running, i can see you...HAHAHAHA
logged ; 12:26 PM
Saturday, November 05, 2005
it din rain tonight...at least not yet..
the past few nights had been raining, and i simply enjoyed every moment of it....i can only concentrate at late hours, like now. I just simply enjoy the serendity and coldness of the night.
2 more days to go...stress is slowly creeping into me and i start to feeling the heat and anxiety. I cannot afford to fail this semester, and it is getting to my mind every now and then. Sighz... how i wish i can just sleep the life away and dun bother about this and that...yan mentioned that how he wished to go back to our younger days, where there are lesser responsiblities and worries. I wish so too...And it doesn't help that i got an irritating running nose to acc me through the revision. Spent much of last 2 days sleeping and that makes me panicked even more...Am i gonna finish my rev on time.. I fret not..
Met yan jenn sam and QQ for dinner on tues, it has been so long since we got together n haf a decent meal. Thinking back, as 2005 is coming to an end, i realised that igualans only got together in full strength once in the whole year. And that is during our 10th yr anniversary which is on 2nd jan. God..the past whole yr, we nv get together for even a meal again..Sometimes i wonder is this the sign of things to come? And ya..sam chilli n yan..sorrie for the late delivery of presents - i will get them done when my papers r over k? sorrie....
On a side note, I got my application for the China trip scholarship approved. So most prob i wil be going to China in Feb for IA. Strangely, i dun feel too much about it. It came with mixed feelings and now i feel even more stressed. If i screw up my exams this sem, this golden opportunity will fly away....Someone pls pray for me....
logged ; 1:58 AM
