Monday, January 31, 2005
3am...and i am still awake..first time so relaxed bout sch on monday...coz no lab for 2 weeks..shiok simply shiok shiok..
had a wonderful weekend....
28 Jan - hmm...well this is the day i turned 23 ( and yah..i noe alot of ppl will be saying i freakingly old)....met up with the Junhong, Paul, Derrick, Weewee, Tubbie and Peter for ice cream buffet at Holland V Haagen Daz. First time ate ice cream till I felt disgusting eating ice cream..anyway it definitely worth e money..ate till shiok...derrick weewee and paul got me a TeeShirt and tubbie & peter treat me to the buffet..thanx kew u ppl...=) after ice cream buffet went to bt timah for billards cum LAN....Raphael, Weng, Da-Jie, Weijie, Zhanxiang and Adrian came down also..played till 8-9+ and went for dinner...again ate till super full...those "cook fried" were yummy...after dinner..went back to the billards cum LAN session..tink we super no life..lOlz..but then stilll was fun...thanx sa gang. Also wanna thanx moi Igualans for their present too...and of coz for wed night...great dinner guys....
29 Jan - First time sat nothing to do...coz CV taking a 2 weeks break...felt bored...so went n meet nana fush songnian n zhenjia in town..Dinner at BK n shopped ard at Raffles City before song went to meet yuxian n co...while e rest of us headed to Taka for Jam X.....e finals was pretty alrite la..some of e bands r really good..but then the results was "surprising"..tink kelong..opps..anyway ear drums nearly burst after 3 hrs of blasting loud music...next time betta sit further away from e stage peepz...after Jam X..went n meet Song Yuxian YIen and Sok at Paragon...it was Yuxian bdae btw...thanx Song n Co for the surprise CV official "ice cream bdae cake" for me Yuxian and Yien...the Jan babies....
30 Jan - Soccer day...morning had game at Tanglin..again my team only had 10 players..and again we were deflated by HT..end up lost 5-0..super sianz..hope e rest of the teammates can come asap...kinda sick of playing like tt all e time oso...lose somemore....crap...after game..went to meet nana n fush for lunch..need to pass nana the ties...end up they made me wait for nearly an hr..One was late and the other cannot come ...after lunch rushed home n napped...n then went to NTU for our CSS Team match...the opponents were pretty easy...We won 10-0 ..my first clean sheet..actually credits to the guys..they played really well..esp the way they ran n ran to support n cover...keep it up dudes....after game..rushed to JE library...for CV meeting...today meeting pretty short..but i tink it was really effective...CV gona haf some restruturing...and i tink it will be better for the functioning of the choir..we need to have some decent system to work in and then we can concentrate on acheiving our goals.....And oh yah..thanx CV for the cute present...=)
logged ; 2:54 AM
Friday, January 28, 2005
overslept and missed my tutorial today..urgh...i juz hate morning classes...anyway since is my birthday so i think it's okie for me to take a break...haha
how many times had we heard ppl in ntu or nus saying..."darn those foreigners, spoilt market one", "stressed man, those foreigners damn zai" etc etc...juz make me wonder..how come these foreign students seem to be so much betta than e locals in sch? Aren't they supposed to b receiving the same education as us in sch? So what could be the reason.....are they juz more hardworking than we are? or issit that the pre uni education they received back in their country is so much betta than ours in Spore? or they juz have betta genes than us? interesting tot...haha
darnz i 'm 23....sound old....
logged ; 1:56 PM
Sunday, January 23, 2005
last night i finally slept so soundly..think prob i am too tired or maybe i juz feel so relieved...
Common Voices finally did it last night...our very own first concert...first time i felt so emotionally attached to a concert..this concert meant alot to me..cos it is the first time that we put up a concert all by ourselves. The concert went on quite smoothly, and i think we sounded quite alrite, the only blip probrably gotta be "Cao Yuan Qing Ge" when we started off on the wrong note..that was another first for me again..and hopefully will be the last hahaha..overall i think we managed to create the ambienece that we wanted to - a cosy and light hearted performance for our family and friends. Really wanna thanx everyone who came down. esp the IGUALANs..you guys rawks..w/o ur support....Common Voices can neva came this far...
I just felt so happy and overwhelmed last night..i really dunno how to describe that kind of feeling. I must admit the quality of our performance last night was not the best but i dun tink it matters to me that much. Cos when I reflected on the efforts every one of us put in , those long late hours practices at fush place, those meetings and gatherings at song hse, everyone's commitment despite our studies and work...I just feel so happy that we finally made this concert possible. I still rem tat just 3+ mths ago..our concert preparations were still in a mess....but somehow we just stay together n made it...When shujun broke down during the rehearsal, I realised how impt this concert really meant to us...It is a milestone in the short story of Common Voices...hopefully we can build on it and produce betta performances for ppl who supported us throughout..
been a long time since i last blogged...past few weeks had been so busy...now the concert is over..gotta get serious with my books...lagging quite a bit now..this sem is gonna be a siong one..urgh...
logged ; 2:37 PM
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
tonight supposed to be a happy night...
is the igualans' 10th year anniversary...we had a gathering at ivy's place...ate alot of food..pizzas, beehoon, finger food, curry, yam cake etc etc..had lots of laughter over dinner...great to catch up with each other...hope there will be 20, 30, 100 yrs...ivy's dogs are all quite cute..esp Twinkle...
but the joy juz ended here tonight...
she made her decision tonight..as expected..things shall end the way i expect it..even thou i expect it and i noe it is good that the situation finally got a picture.. i juz cannot help to feel sad... guess is the best for both me n her...since it is impossible for her to reciprocrate then is good tt we move on...
tonight i shed a tear
a tear of sorrow or a tear of relief
i do not know
i am sad but i know i must be strong
cause the world is too big for me to be in sorrow
i know she will find her happiness
she definitely will
but i will be happy for her
even if i not by her side
cause i love her deeply so
logged ; 1:24 AM
Sunday, January 02, 2005
so 2005 is finally here....somehow doesn't feel any excitement this year, maybe it arrived with a global tragedy, with days of rain, with little celebrations. NYE was nothing interesting, in fact almost spent the whole day at home, dun really feel like celebrating or wat. In the end, met up with tubbie adrian and da-jie at holland v. Ate n drank while waiting for the new year to arrive..bumped into jac n bren too. Ha..to think i neva see them at all for the whole 2004 and to bump into them in the last hr of 2004...after the countdown, went down to geylang for supper..and juz went home. Nothing really interesting..and my 2005 had arrived.
Looking back, I'm sure ppl ard me will agree that many things changed in 2004. There've been ups and downs. Saw some of my buddies found their happiness, saw some of them got their hearts broken, saw some of them changed, i got associated with choir once again, my great stint with NY NPC, my first As in NTU, my first tuition assignment, etc etc. Nothing spectacular, nothing interesting. But i still grateful for what I experienced. Probrably the best thing that happened is meeting her again. We may not end up together but every moment spent with her is a happy n memorable one.
As i told some of my friends. With the new year, it is a brand new start, a brand new chapter in our lives, a new blank page for us to start with. There had been happy times and unhappy times. Let us cherish the happy moments and let the unhappy ones be left behind with 2004. It is not the past that matters. It is the future. Be brave and move on.
10 years of friendship....cheers
logged ; 1:45 PM
Monday, January 31, 2005
3am...and i am still awake..first time so relaxed bout sch on monday...coz no lab for 2 weeks..shiok simply shiok shiok..
had a wonderful weekend....
28 Jan - hmm...well this is the day i turned 23 ( and yah..i noe alot of ppl will be saying i freakingly old)....met up with the Junhong, Paul, Derrick, Weewee, Tubbie and Peter for ice cream buffet at Holland V Haagen Daz. First time ate ice cream till I felt disgusting eating ice cream..anyway it definitely worth e money..ate till shiok...derrick weewee and paul got me a TeeShirt and tubbie & peter treat me to the buffet..thanx kew u ppl...=) after ice cream buffet went to bt timah for billards cum LAN....Raphael, Weng, Da-Jie, Weijie, Zhanxiang and Adrian came down also..played till 8-9+ and went for dinner...again ate till super full...those "cook fried" were yummy...after dinner..went back to the billards cum LAN session..tink we super no life..lOlz..but then stilll was fun...thanx sa gang. Also wanna thanx moi Igualans for their present too...and of coz for wed night...great dinner guys....
29 Jan - First time sat nothing to do...coz CV taking a 2 weeks break...felt bored...so went n meet nana fush songnian n zhenjia in town..Dinner at BK n shopped ard at Raffles City before song went to meet yuxian n co...while e rest of us headed to Taka for Jam X.....e finals was pretty alrite la..some of e bands r really good..but then the results was "surprising"..tink kelong..opps..anyway ear drums nearly burst after 3 hrs of blasting loud music...next time betta sit further away from e stage peepz...after Jam X..went n meet Song Yuxian YIen and Sok at Paragon...it was Yuxian bdae btw...thanx Song n Co for the surprise CV official "ice cream bdae cake" for me Yuxian and Yien...the Jan babies....
30 Jan - Soccer day...morning had game at Tanglin..again my team only had 10 players..and again we were deflated by HT..end up lost 5-0..super sianz..hope e rest of the teammates can come asap...kinda sick of playing like tt all e time oso...lose somemore....crap...after game..went to meet nana n fush for lunch..need to pass nana the ties...end up they made me wait for nearly an hr..One was late and the other cannot come ...after lunch rushed home n napped...n then went to NTU for our CSS Team match...the opponents were pretty easy...We won 10-0 ..my first clean sheet..actually credits to the guys..they played really well..esp the way they ran n ran to support n cover...keep it up dudes....after game..rushed to JE library...for CV meeting...today meeting pretty short..but i tink it was really effective...CV gona haf some restruturing...and i tink it will be better for the functioning of the choir..we need to have some decent system to work in and then we can concentrate on acheiving our goals.....And oh yah..thanx CV for the cute present...=)
logged ; 2:54 AM
Friday, January 28, 2005
overslept and missed my tutorial today..urgh...i juz hate morning classes...anyway since is my birthday so i think it's okie for me to take a break...haha
how many times had we heard ppl in ntu or nus saying..."darn those foreigners, spoilt market one", "stressed man, those foreigners damn zai" etc etc...juz make me wonder..how come these foreign students seem to be so much betta than e locals in sch? Aren't they supposed to b receiving the same education as us in sch? So what could be the reason.....are they juz more hardworking than we are? or issit that the pre uni education they received back in their country is so much betta than ours in Spore? or they juz have betta genes than us? interesting tot...haha
darnz i 'm 23....sound old....
logged ; 1:56 PM
Sunday, January 23, 2005
last night i finally slept so soundly..think prob i am too tired or maybe i juz feel so relieved...
Common Voices finally did it last night...our very own first concert...first time i felt so emotionally attached to a concert..this concert meant alot to me..cos it is the first time that we put up a concert all by ourselves. The concert went on quite smoothly, and i think we sounded quite alrite, the only blip probrably gotta be "Cao Yuan Qing Ge" when we started off on the wrong note..that was another first for me again..and hopefully will be the last hahaha..overall i think we managed to create the ambienece that we wanted to - a cosy and light hearted performance for our family and friends. Really wanna thanx everyone who came down. esp the IGUALANs..you guys rawks..w/o ur support....Common Voices can neva came this far...
I just felt so happy and overwhelmed last night..i really dunno how to describe that kind of feeling. I must admit the quality of our performance last night was not the best but i dun tink it matters to me that much. Cos when I reflected on the efforts every one of us put in , those long late hours practices at fush place, those meetings and gatherings at song hse, everyone's commitment despite our studies and work...I just feel so happy that we finally made this concert possible. I still rem tat just 3+ mths ago..our concert preparations were still in a mess....but somehow we just stay together n made it...When shujun broke down during the rehearsal, I realised how impt this concert really meant to us...It is a milestone in the short story of Common Voices...hopefully we can build on it and produce betta performances for ppl who supported us throughout..
been a long time since i last blogged...past few weeks had been so busy...now the concert is over..gotta get serious with my books...lagging quite a bit now..this sem is gonna be a siong one..urgh...
logged ; 2:37 PM
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
tonight supposed to be a happy night...
is the igualans' 10th year anniversary...we had a gathering at ivy's place...ate alot of food..pizzas, beehoon, finger food, curry, yam cake etc etc..had lots of laughter over dinner...great to catch up with each other...hope there will be 20, 30, 100 yrs...ivy's dogs are all quite cute..esp Twinkle...
but the joy juz ended here tonight...
she made her decision tonight..as expected..things shall end the way i expect it..even thou i expect it and i noe it is good that the situation finally got a picture.. i juz cannot help to feel sad... guess is the best for both me n her...since it is impossible for her to reciprocrate then is good tt we move on...
tonight i shed a tear
a tear of sorrow or a tear of relief
i do not know
i am sad but i know i must be strong
cause the world is too big for me to be in sorrow
i know she will find her happiness
she definitely will
but i will be happy for her
even if i not by her side
cause i love her deeply so
logged ; 1:24 AM
Sunday, January 02, 2005
so 2005 is finally here....somehow doesn't feel any excitement this year, maybe it arrived with a global tragedy, with days of rain, with little celebrations. NYE was nothing interesting, in fact almost spent the whole day at home, dun really feel like celebrating or wat. In the end, met up with tubbie adrian and da-jie at holland v. Ate n drank while waiting for the new year to arrive..bumped into jac n bren too. Ha..to think i neva see them at all for the whole 2004 and to bump into them in the last hr of 2004...after the countdown, went down to geylang for supper..and juz went home. Nothing really interesting..and my 2005 had arrived.
Looking back, I'm sure ppl ard me will agree that many things changed in 2004. There've been ups and downs. Saw some of my buddies found their happiness, saw some of them got their hearts broken, saw some of them changed, i got associated with choir once again, my great stint with NY NPC, my first As in NTU, my first tuition assignment, etc etc. Nothing spectacular, nothing interesting. But i still grateful for what I experienced. Probrably the best thing that happened is meeting her again. We may not end up together but every moment spent with her is a happy n memorable one.
As i told some of my friends. With the new year, it is a brand new start, a brand new chapter in our lives, a new blank page for us to start with. There had been happy times and unhappy times. Let us cherish the happy moments and let the unhappy ones be left behind with 2004. It is not the past that matters. It is the future. Be brave and move on.
10 years of friendship....cheers
logged ; 1:45 PM
