Monday, September 26, 2005
either i am getting old, or i am getting fatter
alrite, i am getting fatter
ah bui can run no more....
logged ; 6:04 PM
Friday, September 23, 2005
a busy week has finally come to an end. Felt so relieved after the integrated electronics quiz today, finally can have a bit of breather and just relax. Been really a busy week....
Feeling pretty bored now, no programme on a friday = ABSOLUTE BOREDOM...there's no one online to chat with too..hai..felt so sian...maybe i shd just go sleep...
bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored Bored BOred BORed BOREd.....BORED!!!!!!
logged ; 11:55 PM
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
rarely have the chance to sit n relax at home at this hour. the past week has been kinda hectic, with the revision for quizzies, meetings n work for the NAF, and choir.
there have been many changes in the NAF plan, and i guess it starts to get on to my nerves. It just feel so unmotivating and fustrated working on a plan that is filled with uncertainty. Guess that what happens when you dun have the funding...shucks...
been neglecting abit on CV, haben been really dealing with the administrative issues...must really get down to it this week and settle the bangkok trip, gown issue as well as the recruitment drive. Practice was pretty good last night cept for a small hiccup towards the end. An irritating security guard + requested additional run of practice = disaster...
talked abit with jenn on the issue of relationships last week, realised both of us are so resistant to falling in love now. For me, i guess it is more of the fear of going through the turbulence of feelings when i fall in love once again. furthermore i just dun have that kind of faith in true love or whatever bullshit anymore...i just have that barrier now..but then again, i guess i am well known for digging my grave..so will nv guess what will happen next..
still got loads of work to do...how i wish i can just sleep sleep sleep... oh yah i dreamt of something weird, i dreamt of many ppl whom i nv see for a long time, i dreamt for 2 hrs continually, i dreamt tt i got hacked bu gangsters, and i dreamt tt even when i got hacked, i still got plans for MJ and soccer....weird hor
logged ; 6:10 PM
Monday, September 12, 2005
i guess it's high time that i blog, or else someone will mention that she already can memorise the date of my last entry.
been an eventful period over the past 2-3 weeks. Got into the Nanyang Arts Fest 06 main comm. I guess it will be an interesting experience for me, as I have never done any work related to publicity. Things got off to a pretty good start i suppose so far, hope that I wun disappoint my fellow mates. Do watch out for my publicity campagin..gonna be a nation wide event if my budget permits...
Common.voices practices have been great recently, i admitted that i lost a bit of motivation in the last few mths, somehow i dun feel motivated to push myself towards the practices, but as we worked on the bach pieces, i began to look forward to the concert actually. I think it will be a cool experience, as we will be singing as a part of 60 member choir with string ensemble..sounds good ah..i guess so. Reuben took us for practice this weekend, and he is good..thou i felt stressful cos he emphasized alot on remembering ur part well, but yet I am someone who cannot sing alone. I juz cannot register the part, i alwiz need someone to guide me....guess gotta work on that..
I suppose I am going through a hectic period at the moment, whenever i look at my schedule next week, i realised i dun have much time to go out and relax...everyday will be sch, tuition, cca, choir, soccer etc etc...in a way i am actually enjoying it, at least my mind is being occupied and focused now.
On a more disappointing note, I will not be able to go to China, even though i had been accepted for the exchange programme. Dad mentioned that he wun be able to finance the trip and i dun tink the loan is a feasible solution over the long term. No doubt, i am totally gutted over this issue, in fact dun tink i really gotten over it. I mean, i juz feel fustrated when i see ppl betting thousands away, spending thousands to have fun, when i cannot even get that thousands to go and experience something i want to. Maybe in a way, i should have see it coming, given the financial situation my family is in. But i just wanna try...maybe yan is right..for ppl like us..we can only work towards such dreams ourseleves....
Holidays are here, which mean only one thing - MY EXAMS ARE COMING....
die die die....
logged ; 5:24 AM
Monday, September 26, 2005
either i am getting old, or i am getting fatter
alrite, i am getting fatter
ah bui can run no more....
logged ; 6:04 PM
Friday, September 23, 2005
a busy week has finally come to an end. Felt so relieved after the integrated electronics quiz today, finally can have a bit of breather and just relax. Been really a busy week....
Feeling pretty bored now, no programme on a friday = ABSOLUTE BOREDOM...there's no one online to chat with too..hai..felt so sian...maybe i shd just go sleep...
bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored Bored BOred BORed BOREd.....BORED!!!!!!
logged ; 11:55 PM
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
rarely have the chance to sit n relax at home at this hour. the past week has been kinda hectic, with the revision for quizzies, meetings n work for the NAF, and choir.
there have been many changes in the NAF plan, and i guess it starts to get on to my nerves. It just feel so unmotivating and fustrated working on a plan that is filled with uncertainty. Guess that what happens when you dun have the funding...shucks...
been neglecting abit on CV, haben been really dealing with the administrative issues...must really get down to it this week and settle the bangkok trip, gown issue as well as the recruitment drive. Practice was pretty good last night cept for a small hiccup towards the end. An irritating security guard + requested additional run of practice = disaster...
talked abit with jenn on the issue of relationships last week, realised both of us are so resistant to falling in love now. For me, i guess it is more of the fear of going through the turbulence of feelings when i fall in love once again. furthermore i just dun have that kind of faith in true love or whatever bullshit anymore...i just have that barrier now..but then again, i guess i am well known for digging my grave..so will nv guess what will happen next..
still got loads of work to do...how i wish i can just sleep sleep sleep... oh yah i dreamt of something weird, i dreamt of many ppl whom i nv see for a long time, i dreamt for 2 hrs continually, i dreamt tt i got hacked bu gangsters, and i dreamt tt even when i got hacked, i still got plans for MJ and soccer....weird hor
logged ; 6:10 PM
Monday, September 12, 2005
i guess it's high time that i blog, or else someone will mention that she already can memorise the date of my last entry.
been an eventful period over the past 2-3 weeks. Got into the Nanyang Arts Fest 06 main comm. I guess it will be an interesting experience for me, as I have never done any work related to publicity. Things got off to a pretty good start i suppose so far, hope that I wun disappoint my fellow mates. Do watch out for my publicity campagin..gonna be a nation wide event if my budget permits...
Common.voices practices have been great recently, i admitted that i lost a bit of motivation in the last few mths, somehow i dun feel motivated to push myself towards the practices, but as we worked on the bach pieces, i began to look forward to the concert actually. I think it will be a cool experience, as we will be singing as a part of 60 member choir with string ensemble..sounds good ah..i guess so. Reuben took us for practice this weekend, and he is good..thou i felt stressful cos he emphasized alot on remembering ur part well, but yet I am someone who cannot sing alone. I juz cannot register the part, i alwiz need someone to guide me....guess gotta work on that..
I suppose I am going through a hectic period at the moment, whenever i look at my schedule next week, i realised i dun have much time to go out and relax...everyday will be sch, tuition, cca, choir, soccer etc etc...in a way i am actually enjoying it, at least my mind is being occupied and focused now.
On a more disappointing note, I will not be able to go to China, even though i had been accepted for the exchange programme. Dad mentioned that he wun be able to finance the trip and i dun tink the loan is a feasible solution over the long term. No doubt, i am totally gutted over this issue, in fact dun tink i really gotten over it. I mean, i juz feel fustrated when i see ppl betting thousands away, spending thousands to have fun, when i cannot even get that thousands to go and experience something i want to. Maybe in a way, i should have see it coming, given the financial situation my family is in. But i just wanna try...maybe yan is right..for ppl like us..we can only work towards such dreams ourseleves....
Holidays are here, which mean only one thing - MY EXAMS ARE COMING....
die die die....
logged ; 5:24 AM
