Saturday, October 22, 2005
finally a tiring week is over... i shall sleep well tonight, without worryin about tomorrow...hahaha
i feel really exhausted throughout the week, not really sure what really causes the fatigue, now just feel like slack completely for just one whole day...but guess i just dun have the luxury now..
had choir practice just now, was feeling pretty down and fustrated throughout the day, as i know only 5 ppl will be turning up for practice. Much as I understand that now is the exam period n studies must take the front seat, i am just cannot help to feel fustrated and disappointed. Sometime i wish i can just dump everything down n dun turn up for practices, i felt tired and burnt out too..but i just cannot bring myself to do it. I just cannot get rid of the obligation to turn up, maybe to me, 2 hrs of practice does not mean much time wasted too. Anyway the practice was much better than what i expected. I always worried when attendance is poor. Who will be in the mood to practise when there are so few ppl ard.. even i have probs motivating myself. Lucky today was pretty alrite, thou i know most of them will prefer not to have practice. I am kinda worried abt the attendance, cos i know it will continue to be poor when the exams r nearer. Haiz...
Someone mentioned that I seem to be spend most of my time on other commitments other the studies. It seem studies is my secondary commitment now. I gotta admitted that is true, in a way it does worry me now. I know that with the choir, alumni and NAF commitments, my studies gonna suffer, but that is the challenge that i throw to myself in the beginning of the semester. That i can manage my time well and maintain the priorities right. Let's hope i dun fall flat on my face when dec comes...let's just hope
logged ; 2:49 AM
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
brain dead
been studying microprocessors for the past few days, and i just cannot digest anymore. Studying for tomorrow's quiz is just like studying for the exam, only two tutorials' difference...absolutely saturated. Dun even noe whether i have successfully disgested everything needed. Heard that the test is not going to be difficult...So i shall pray hard...on the brighter side, at least i more or less covered 1 module..woots..6 more to go...
Oh yah..pls dun rain anymore..it's making me sleepy..
i just want to sleep..sleep..sleep..
logged ; 11:21 PM
Sunday, October 09, 2005
i always hate it when this part of the semester is here...ya i am here grumbling again cos exams r coming...
i shd have been well drilled and feeling indifferent by now, after all i have been taking exams since the days when Sesame Street was the "in" thing. But i am not, i am always feel stressed, fustrated, depressed whenever exams r here...maybe cos that's what all slackers will feel......
i just dun like exams, i just dun like to learn so that i can go take exams and score well....i just dun like..
another lazy and hot sunday afternoon, trying to read my microprocessor notes...actually it is not that difficult, hopefully i can get some work done today. And i still have not done my proposal which is due tonight..haiz...sianz...absolutely in no mood to do.
yest's practice with collibris and TP was pretty good, much betta than i expected. have been a while since i last sang in a big choir. and yest practice really brought back the memories of the times in CSS Choir. Let's hope the performance will be a success....
I nv tot that I will ever get lost in Singapore, but i did get lost last night, in Marina Sq.. the place just looks so different from the last time i been there. It has changed completely and i spent a good 15 minutes last night, trying to get out of the building. Its structure is so unfriendly - so enclosed, so little direction signs, and all exit signs point to staircase landings... -_-"
i must study study study study...
STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
logged ; 1:58 PM
Saturday, October 08, 2005
somehow time seems to go passed much faster these days, i am now just 3 weeks more to exams..
someone pls kick my butt and get me going....history repeating itself...
logged ; 4:15 AM
Saturday, October 22, 2005
finally a tiring week is over... i shall sleep well tonight, without worryin about tomorrow...hahaha
i feel really exhausted throughout the week, not really sure what really causes the fatigue, now just feel like slack completely for just one whole day...but guess i just dun have the luxury now..
had choir practice just now, was feeling pretty down and fustrated throughout the day, as i know only 5 ppl will be turning up for practice. Much as I understand that now is the exam period n studies must take the front seat, i am just cannot help to feel fustrated and disappointed. Sometime i wish i can just dump everything down n dun turn up for practices, i felt tired and burnt out too..but i just cannot bring myself to do it. I just cannot get rid of the obligation to turn up, maybe to me, 2 hrs of practice does not mean much time wasted too. Anyway the practice was much better than what i expected. I always worried when attendance is poor. Who will be in the mood to practise when there are so few ppl ard.. even i have probs motivating myself. Lucky today was pretty alrite, thou i know most of them will prefer not to have practice. I am kinda worried abt the attendance, cos i know it will continue to be poor when the exams r nearer. Haiz...
Someone mentioned that I seem to be spend most of my time on other commitments other the studies. It seem studies is my secondary commitment now. I gotta admitted that is true, in a way it does worry me now. I know that with the choir, alumni and NAF commitments, my studies gonna suffer, but that is the challenge that i throw to myself in the beginning of the semester. That i can manage my time well and maintain the priorities right. Let's hope i dun fall flat on my face when dec comes...let's just hope
logged ; 2:49 AM
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
brain dead
been studying microprocessors for the past few days, and i just cannot digest anymore. Studying for tomorrow's quiz is just like studying for the exam, only two tutorials' difference...absolutely saturated. Dun even noe whether i have successfully disgested everything needed. Heard that the test is not going to be difficult...So i shall pray hard...on the brighter side, at least i more or less covered 1 module..woots..6 more to go...
Oh yah..pls dun rain anymore..it's making me sleepy..
i just want to sleep..sleep..sleep..
logged ; 11:21 PM
Sunday, October 09, 2005
i always hate it when this part of the semester is here...ya i am here grumbling again cos exams r coming...
i shd have been well drilled and feeling indifferent by now, after all i have been taking exams since the days when Sesame Street was the "in" thing. But i am not, i am always feel stressed, fustrated, depressed whenever exams r here...maybe cos that's what all slackers will feel......
i just dun like exams, i just dun like to learn so that i can go take exams and score well....i just dun like..
another lazy and hot sunday afternoon, trying to read my microprocessor notes...actually it is not that difficult, hopefully i can get some work done today. And i still have not done my proposal which is due tonight..haiz...sianz...absolutely in no mood to do.
yest's practice with collibris and TP was pretty good, much betta than i expected. have been a while since i last sang in a big choir. and yest practice really brought back the memories of the times in CSS Choir. Let's hope the performance will be a success....
I nv tot that I will ever get lost in Singapore, but i did get lost last night, in Marina Sq.. the place just looks so different from the last time i been there. It has changed completely and i spent a good 15 minutes last night, trying to get out of the building. Its structure is so unfriendly - so enclosed, so little direction signs, and all exit signs point to staircase landings... -_-"
i must study study study study...
STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
logged ; 1:58 PM
Saturday, October 08, 2005
somehow time seems to go passed much faster these days, i am now just 3 weeks more to exams..
someone pls kick my butt and get me going....history repeating itself...
logged ; 4:15 AM
